no wonder how bad my bonding with my family is, they are still my family - my real blood. she is still my mother. he is still my father. they are still my sisters. no matter how bad i am, they will be there to guide me thru when people around me throw me away.
hari raya is coming within few weeks time and during that day, as a daughter, as someone younger, i will be seeking for forgiveness. and that is what normally we did, as a muslims, during that particular wonderful day. we will seek for forgiveness in case we ever did hurt them in any way.
in other words, i'm fortunate that i have such big big and really big family members generation. i have 18 aunties & uncles not including their spouses' & children from my mum's side and 9 aunties & uncles also not including their spouses' & children from my dad's side. this yet to include my grandparents' siblings. imagine how big is that? really then fortunate during raya when it comes to collection money. haha. now, big enuf to get those ang-pow. haha.
me, being the oldest grandchild for my father's side, leading me to show great example for the rest of my cousins. in the picture, it's only half of us. there are still missing. above pictures shows how much nonsense we everytime create when we tend to meet up with each other. haha. above only shows cousins from 4 families. 5 more families missing. anyway, this picture was taken last year during hari raya at one of my aunty's house.

for those who didn't know - my grandfather was an actor at
jalan ampas;
salleh kamil. yes, famous for his bad character in almost all the movies. above picture is my grandparents from my mum's side. such famous show that are well known are
isi neraka, tiga abdul, penarik beca, sargent hassan, etc. and together with him in the picture is my grandmother - whom i'm pampered with since young. both of them passed away in 1998 and 2004 respectively. i lost someone for me to turn too when i'm home, my grandmother. i'm very very close to her coz since young she was the one that take good care of me. a great lost indeed. and most of time, when i'm down, i just tend to
miss her a lot. and ryte now, i'm missing her too.
thanks to my uncle for doing such picture mosaic. really nice. and this is the picture of each and everyone of the family members from my father's side. except one or two who were born after this was being created. haha.
as you can see, i'm really close with my father's side of the family members. we tend to go out almost every weekends. organize an event everytime during public holidays & etc. with them, i will be happy too coz all my aunties & uncles are expert in creating jokes and sure will make your day more shiner. and even during raya, all of us will be wearing the same colour. let me see if i have pictures to support that.
yup, there is! i can't remember when this picture was being taken but most likely 2003. can find me in between them? ahakz.

as seen in my picture, it was taken in
2004. and me, extreme left, the one holding the baby. it's my newborn cousin.

and the baby that i was holding from the above picture is actually her as at last year picture above. we organized a trip to
KL last year i think. and all of us had lots of fun - shopping, sight-seeing & lastly enjoying ourselves at
genting highlands. i love genting and i wish i could go there again. =)

last but not least, even during
national day - all of us will meet up to watch the fireworks and not forgetting to wear either red or white. haha. very interesting family isn't it?