Saturday, November 29, 2008 / 11:27 PM
fuh. finally, i manage to find some time to post another entry. i'm so sorry, lagging behind lots of stories to be shared with you. i was busy with my examination. and out of 6 papers, i've already taken 5 papers since 21 nov 2008. and my last paper is this coming thursday, 4 dec 2008. by then, i really gonna enjoyed coz exams are over!!! yippy..
you must be wondering how i did for my past papers isnt it? well, first paper, it's my basic english paper. yup, believe me. it's english paper. just because i came from poly background, i have to this stupid test and eventually i failed that english test. all thanks to the topic on biotechnology. there are 3 parts to the paper. text editing, comprehension and essay. and everything will be about the same topic. and for goodness sake, biotechnology??? i have no idea what the comprehension passage is all about and i don't even know what to write for my essay on biotechnology. but lucky me for my last paper. i managed to do pretty oukaye coz it's about social issue. topic: teenagers' problems. more common general issue. and i hope i did quite well.
my 2nd paper, malay module as part of my singapore studies. sucks on the 1st session of the semester! coz i hate all the histories about the malays. generally, i hate talking about history coz it's just not my cup of tea. but i'm left with no choice. i have to remember those theories. hope that the 2nd part of the module (topic: social issue) will boost up my marks. and i really hope i manage to answer it accordingly. and you know how long we have to answer each questions? you have to write 4-6 pages for each questions. oh my god. my hands were asking for help when i was writing the paper. wanna know what's the questions? there are 4 questions but i choose these 2 instead:
(1) malay centres of power during the pre-colonial perios were mainly coastal or riverine kingdoms. why were seas and rivers important for the ruling class and the formation of malay-islamic polities? how did the coming of european powers change all of these? describe the process and the consequences.
(2) provide examples of dominant stereotypes that caricature malays & socio-economic lag. analyze the ideological function of the stereotypes in relation to groups that perpetuate them both historically and in the contemporary perios. discuss some plausible adverse implications of the persistence of the stereotypes on the malays themselves and the larger society they live in.
my 3rd paper is on urban planning. the only module that i took this semester which is related to real estate, the course that i study. if you were to look into my time-table, everything else falls under faculty of arts & social science. sigh. out of 4 questions, i have to answer 2 too. and for this paper, it's open book examination. another thing i hate coz once it's open book means it's gonna be harder and based on application. for this paper, i just couldn't understand how majority of the students can submit more than 1 booklet which consists 10 pages each booklet. sigh. i hope it really doesn't matter as long as my quality of answers are there. below are the questions that i've picked:
(1) urban planners are generally aware that the planning ideas of ebenezer howard, frank lloyd wright & le corbusier are based on utopian concepts. nevertheless, many of these ideas have found their way into the planning & urban design of many contemporary cities in the world. using specific examples, write an essay, to highlight the pitfalls of applying such concepts without careful regard of the local social, cultural and economic contexts.
you know what? once i typed the above question, i just realised that i forget to mention something in my answer script. oh no! *pray*
(2) the minister for national development recently highlighted that planning for singapore in the future will be "increasingly challenging" as we use up more of our limited land resources. he noted that "providing more land to support one use would mean less land for other uses. our environment will be more built-up, and greater trade-offs among various uses will need to be better managed". discuss how key dilemmas in land allocation has been addressed through appropriate planning strategies in singapore's concept plans, and whether such strategies are still applicable for the future, given the challenges highlighted by the minister.
4th paper next. it's my sociology paper. at first i hate this module coz it's so dense everytime during lectures. but lucky that tutorials were much more interesting and i manage to follow-up from my tutorials. and eventually, i kinda fall in love with it either. but still. this module really cracks your brain coz you have to remember all the theories and philosophy. there 7 questions and i've picked the 3 questions as follows:
(1) "two images of the criminal - that of the rational actor and that of the robot - have been in continual competition in explanations of crime". discuss.
(2) how would you define the family as a social institution given that there is a wide diversity of family forms in contemporary society?
(3) is it necessary to make a distinction between middle class & working class in the context of modern capitalist society?
some questions above are more like common sense but yet, you cannot write an essay of lay-man terms. soci words have to be include. just like how a sociologist will think and write. sigh. as if i'm major in sociology. haha. but it's oukaye. manage to go through that. but the 5th paper is my statistics paper. i hate it and it's my first paper that i can't really depend on it. well, there's 1 a4 helpsheet that is allowed to bring into the examination hall. but although that happened, the questions just unpredictable. and majority of the students did left some blanks and couldn't manage to finish the paper. most of my friends also have the same thinking as me - the paper is so demoralising. well, we hope some moderation will takes place for this paper.
and my next paper is on nature & society. about environment. sigh. i hope for the best. hahaha.
behind all these exam thingy, stress thingy, there is another sad story that happened to my so called uncle who leave at KL. he's not my direct uncle. he's actually the son of my grandfather's sister. see how's complicated the relationship gets when your family grows. haha.
sigh. during the fasting month, he did called me and said that he's not feeling well. he kept on saying that he faced stomach pain. but eventually, few days before he passed away on 24 nov 2008, he was warded to icu and doctor found out there was a frozen clump of blood in his stomach. although we are far by distance, but yet his family really good to us.
i could still remember when we when to KL for our holiday. and he became our tour guide together with his son, ali. everything that we wish for lunch & dinner will be served despite we keep on saying "don't trouble yourself. we can eat anything". there was a time i'm craving for ikan terubuk bakar & eat that with kicap sambal. yummy. he bought the fish for me and his wife cooked that. i'm so touched. and i miss the ayam rempah goreng with jintan manis. superb. every morning we eat this along the street eating place, where they work. he is also the first person to wish me good luck for my car practical test coz the next following day when i reached singapore, was my test day. and he even told me that once he got the money, he will make passport for everyone in the family, travel to singapore and i shall tour him around with my car here. below is one of the picture on memories of him together with his wife and the 3 of us.
i shall pray for him. hopefully tuhan mencucuri rahmat keatas rohnya. amin.

sweet memories are meant to be keep fresh in mind. true?
well, today i spent my day. whole day at home. watching dvd coz i just realised that there's a quite a number of movies that i haven't got a time to watch them. so, 2 movies that i managed to watch. kinda old movies but yet, i didn't regret that i watched those movies for my weekends.

starting with made of honor. i wanted to watch this movie when it was release but couldn't manage to find the time. such a romantic movie. and sometimes, you wouldn't realise that you are
in love with
your own best friend. to you, it might be impossible. but wait till he/she is gone in your life, and by then you will realise how the away of his/her existence bring great differences to your life. and if you really love him/her, do tell her, get her and be with her!

my 2nd movie was sydney white. talking about
college life where friends in college are those who you can be with for the rest of your entire life. and upon watching this movie, all i remembered were my
2 darlings. you know who i'm talking about. they are really such a good friends. and they are indeed a good sisters too. and good darlings of course. they always be there when i'm down. and they will make sure i leave my life happily as much as they would be happy for me. with the proposal from
sheila & jiha, i'm
really touched with their idea and helps. not in the real proposal. of course not coz we are not lesbian! we have our loved ones. and we loved them much. as much as we loved ourselves and as much as we loved each other.
at this moment of time, i couldn't help much them in terms on monetary/financially. thus, all i could do is my effort, my time and my love for them. i helped jiha by sending her brother, mimi to the airport coz he went to
perth together with his school. the memorable part of this. we went on thurs and we realised that we got the wrong date of the flight schedule. yup! imagined that. it's only when we reach at the check-in point. hahaha. so, went back to the airport the next day. and this time around, was the correct timing. hahaha. ate
popeye during the 1st trip.
my baby accompanied too and he treat us.
thanks sayang. and during the 2nd trip, baby was tired out so i was alone. together with jiha & aisyah (her sis) we went to
al-almeen at bt timah to have our supper.

jiha had mutton murtabak.

aisyah had mutton chop.

and i had coin prata. disappointed coz the gravy has changed. used to be the mutton chop gravy together with the mutton as well. but now, it's minched mutton instead. sigh.
and jiha treat us for this.
thankiu darling. i love you lots. really owe you lots. and i
promise that i will never forget you, sheila and of course my baby for all your good deeds to me. and once i'm working and got my pay, will
treat you as a
token of appreciation. *muacks*
hmmm, november & december known for holiday months. during this month, lots and lots of malay weddings can be seen everywhere. on
23 nov 2008, my step uncle's son got married. below are some pictures.
i don't really know what's this called. but act as decoration at the pelamin. i love the roses. it smells just so nice. lovely. how i wish i could get roses as well. owww. haha.

the pelamin. the theme colour is blue & white.
below my void deck also has wedding taking place. but it's dark grey & white colour theme. the smell of the food they cook, just gets into my nose and makes me hungry. besides, the songs accompanied were all old songs, romantic songs. so lovely.

looking at all these pictures, reminds me of
sheila. she's getting married in july. and right now, she's preparing her wedding together with the family. hope everything goes on smoothly. and i just
can't wait to be there during her wedding day.
wedding. marriage. goes well with made of honor movie. make me think. when will i get married? to whom i will get married with? you wouldn't know coz all these will be fated by god. macam orang tua-tua kata, jodoh & ajal maut di tangan tuhan. kita merancang tapi tuhan yang menentukannya. but i'm hoping for a lovely, romantic husband who truly loves me, understand me and will always be there for me till the end of our lives. insya-allah. baby, wanna you to know that i loves you lots. *muacks*