have you ever watched this movie? it's message in a bottle. an adaptation from the book "message in a bottle" written by nicholas spark. for those who loves reading, will know what kind of author he is. most of his novels do not contain happy ending. indeed this novel too. i read the book and i cried. i watched the movie too and i cried again. it's the most romantic novel i ever read.

there are some movies from his books too. if you could recalled "the notebook" and "a walk to remember". well, both the movies are very romantic and touching too as well isn't it?

oh well. me being romantic person. of course i would love all those romantic stuff. including romantic books. romantic movies. romantic scnery. and i wish for a romantic boyfriend too. haha. and i just wish to write something that is romantic. and that's me! =)

let's switch the topic from movie to songs instead. gonna share with you some malay songs again. haha. me & malay songs just can't be seperated. haha.

mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku

(maybe it's my fate)

mengagumi tanpa dicintai

(proud without being love)

tak mengapa bagiku asal kau bahagia

(it doesn't matter as long as you are happy)

dengan hidupmu, dalam hidupmu

(in your life)

telah lama ku pendam perasaan itu

(it has been a long time i keep this feeling to myself)

menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku

(waiting for your heart to accept me)

tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah

(it's doesn't matter as long my love for you exist)

bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

(happy for me)

ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menunggu dirimu

(i want you to know that i'm right here waiting for you)

meski ku tunggu hingga hujung waktuku

(although i have to wait till the end of my life)

dan berharap rasa ini akan abadi untuk selamanya

(and hope that this feeling will stay on forever)

dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja

(let me hug for you for this time only)

(for me to say goodbye for the rest of time)

(and let this feeling of happiness exist for only a short moment)

actually this song has exist for quite some time. but i just feel like sharing with you this particular song. hahaha. this song is suitable for those who is trying hard to make the other party fall in love with you but it's fated that the love between you and the other party just can't happen. but yet you will be happy if the other party is happy with his/her life.

sad huh? there's another sad song to share with you. this song below is new on the list. the group is also from indonesia & indeed they are known as being festival group. why? coz they never fail to take part in whatever band competition that happen in indonesia. so, check this first hit song of their 1st album.

(you make me miserable)

(you make me lost my mind)

(you make me weak)

(you push me away, didn't bother me)

(how to)

(soften your heart)

(i realise that i'm not perfect)

(i'm not like what you wish for)

(you hurt me with your behaviour)

(didn't you realise that you have hurt me?)

(i'm tired for proving to you)

(this love hurts)

oh well! enough. enough of sad songs. hahaha. but i'm just tying to share with you some songs. don't think negatively k? hahaha. indeed coz i'm still happy.

i went back to office just now. meet my baby. had lunch with him & the rest of the colleagues. and the best part, abg khalid is also there to drop by around 1600hrs. so, he had his smoke break with me, mike & later followed by my baby. and the most unexpected questions from him are....... guess what he said? (K as abg khalid and S as syaf).

K: maner hanafi?

S: he is in the office. just came back from his estate and yet to rush for some cyclical works.

K: lah, aru nk ajak dier hisap rokok jap?

S: why not you give him a call?

K: (laugh) why me? you lah call him.

S: ish, sounds so wrong. i tak hisap rokok then nak ajak dier hisap rokok. it's just so wrong.

K: (laugh) tkpelah. you call him then for sure he will come out.

K: so, bila nak kahwin? tak bagus tau tunggu lama-lama? stay together too long.

S: (laugh) kahwin? knpe? you nak sponsor?

K: (laugh) if i sponsor bukan i masuk meminang untuk hanafi, nanti i sendiri meminang untuk diri sendiri. ar! nanti hanafi suruh i minang you, in the end i minang untuk diri sendiri.

S: (laugh till drop) tu lah. nanti nak kahwin dengan orang lain, orang lain yang muncul.

sigh. he just too experience in everything. although he didn't know about us be together. before we are even together, he always tell me that he like the both of us to be together. he said that we just fit to be together. and he always tease us by introducing him as my fiancee. haha. if only what he said come true. oh yeah, it really come true. in the sense that we are now as an item. but not as my fiancee. haha. i know, still early. still got long way to go. like baby ever mentioned to me before, don't rush time. time will be there. and i know, he is the kind of person who will just follow with the flow. i got to respect that coz there's saying "expect the unexpected". and the more you expect something, it won't happen anyway. so, i just wait till the time when he gonna be totally serious. i mean in the sense of introuducing me to his family and vice versa. and by then, insya-allah if our relationship is blessed by our both parties, i gonna thank to god. coz i finally able to find the happiness that i've lost them.

baby always remind me to take things one step at a time. just like jordin sparks song huh? hahaha. at this moment, he want me to concentrate on my studies and being patience with whatever problems i'm facing right now. and i will try my best for sure baby. true, it's for my future. and baby, if you are part of my future too, it's gonna be our future. that's when the concept of "me" have to be replaced with "us".

sigh. baby. i'm just so in love with you sayang. for sure not because of your physical appearance. that's 2nd point. but most importantly, it's your heart. how you deal with your problems. how you lend me your listening ear. how you guide me through my life. how you make me becoming more wiser and stronger. the way you lead me in my life just makes me fall in love with you. afterall, heart matter the most rather than a person physical appearance itself. coz it will fade away when time passes by. but your heart will remain and i'm attracted to that baby. and nothing will replaced that.