Wednesday, January 21, 2009 / 11:11 PM
i was scanning through the advertisements on mobile phones which are on promotion. and of course, i gonna buy phone together with contract. coz that is definitely cheaper than buying a phone without contract. was eye-ing on few phones. but finally, i fall in love with this particular phone.
anyway, before i gonna mention to you which phone am i talking about, i just gonna recalled back those memories. memories on all the mobile phones that i've used before. i know that i love to change mobile phones every now & then. if i could still remember how long all those mobile phones below last with me, i will mentioned as well. hahaha. check it out.
below are all the mobile phones that i've used before.

handphone model: nokia 3310
lasted for: 2002-2003
this is my 1st handphone. and when this hp was launched, i was only 15 years old. yes, i'm in sec 3 by then. i still remember that i bought this hp together with my dad at northpoint. and the best part, it's at a shop called telestation. and you know what? this shop is the company that i'm working with right now. haha. what a small world. coincidence.
but this hp is still the best. coz, no matter how many times i dropped the hp, it is still in good working condition.
but i let it go, soon when 3315 launched in the market.

handphone model: nokia 3315
lasted for: 2003-2003
same function just like n3310. the only different is just that particular design of the keypad.

handphone model: nokia 3610
lasted for: 2004-2004
among all the hp, actually i love this one. very slim. very handy. nice for a lady to use it. plus, the light is in white instead of yellow for the previous 2 hps. i really take good care of this hp. till i bought so many original housing (if i'm not mistaken i bought 6 different colours). coz they were cheap selling at harvey norman at this point of time.
eventually, my cousin used the same hp. when i changed my hp, i gave the rest of the housing to my cousin.

handphone model: nokia 7250i
lasted for: 2004-2005
at this point of time, everyone is addicted with colour-screen hp. remember that? yup, same goes to me. i went on upgrading my line to get this 1st colour-screen hp. i still remember when people keep on saying that if you can afford to buy colour-screen hp, means you are rich. hahaha. anyway, the rich is my parents lah. not me. can't denied, all the hp were all being purchased with my parents cash.

handphone model: nokia 7610
lasted for: 2005-2006
when it comes to colour-screen hp, this is my favourite handphone. very durable. i dunno how many times it drop. at the same time, i love the design of the leaf as well. when i first launched, i already fall in love with the hp.
p/s: i still have this handphone.

handphone model: n70
lasted for: 2006-2007
when nokia come out with n-series hp, it's considered expensive but the features they have in the hp were superb. everything is there. and it really worth the money anyway.
p/s: i still have this hp as well.

handphone model: n95
lasted for: 29 september 2007-current
and with this hp, i dare to say that i really really love this hp. one of my favourite as well. even now, when i wanna change hp, i feel so relunctant to trade-in or sell his hp. i gonna keep this hp for sure! and even i still don't think that there's good hp as n95 yet.
and another point is that, this is my 1st hp which i bought with my own money. my attachment money. when you used your own money, you know how treasure it is to your life. hahaha.
i know. i know. i keep on changing hp every year. and i can say that this is also the 1st hp which lasted for more than a year. for all the other hps, once i'm eligible to upgrade my line, i will change my hp. hahaha.
if following ranking to my favorite hp, it will be as follow:
(1) n95
(2) n7610
(3) n70
(4) n7250i
(5) n3610
(6) n3310
(7) n3315
n95 is still the best. best hp indeed. haha.

and if i were given a choice to change my hp any time sooner.....
handphone model: e71
for sure, it's different features than n95. coz n95 is more on casual use. but e71 is more business use. i like the design. but one thing that stop me from buying the hp is the keypad. kinda small for my fingers to type on it.
but there's also another hp which i thought of buying.

handphone model: nokia 5800 xpress music
firsth nokia touch-screen phone. very nice.

handphone model: n79
this features of this hp is almost the same as n95. that's what makes me tempting to get this hp instead.
sigh. hp. will keep on improving based on technology every now & then. if i could remember when i was studying business it in poly, technology will change every 18 months. wow! means, every 18 mths you will keep on changing hp. hahaha.
insya-allah. alau ada lebih rezeki, i will change to something that worth the money for sure.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 / 8:52 PM
i'm currently watching suria. it's "kepak bing bing".
it is very funny talk show. coz there are lots of jokes being put up by all the 3 host. nevertheless, this show is actually good to be watch by couples who are getting married as well for those who have eventually get married too. don't forget the singles. the singles can also learn from this talk show, putting better knowledge about marriage life.
today topic on the show is about money. whether the husband has to inform the wife how much he brings back home. whether the wife should asked for lots of stuff from her husband. whether husband have to give money & jewellery to both mum & wife. it's very subjective issue. very sensitive too. depends on how a person see the issue.
so, how about you?
me?
i don't believe in woman saying "your money is my money. my money is my money". first of all, i believed that once you get married, you are atually gonna live together with your another half. in which, things between both of you shouldn't be in keeping any secrets. and not forgetting, both husband & wife have to share everything including wealth, ideas. and afterall, the kids also part of the sharing. when there's sharing, there's helping as well. both husband & wife should help each other in household chores. in that way, it could strengthen the bond with each other.
oh no. if talking about my views, i bet i gonna elaborate it way too much. so, i gonna stop here.
next topic, please.
oh ya. in 6 months time, i will be getting another cousin. my aunt is expecting 3 months already & i'm very happy for her. in my father side, i'm the oldest grandchild. and with this youngest grandchild coming up soon, the gap between us is 22 years. oh no! just like mum & child. haha.
my darlings know how much i'm into kids & babies. i just love to be with them although they are very hyperactive. coz their happiness, the way they live and play around really cheer me up. i spent so much time taking care of my currently youngest cousin who is 2 years old. from the day he was born, i always went over my aunt place & watch him grow up. thus, the only time i'll wait is my own kids. seeing my own kids grow up.
and yeah, my uncles all have been asking me, when will i get engaged. ahakz. what a question. coz i don't have the answer. insya-allah, alau ada jodoh tkkn ke mana. my father side mostly know who is my boyfriend already. just left till the time to come for my baby to meet the rest of the family. insya-allah.
next week is chinese new year. majority of the singaporeans will be celebrating with joy. and those non-singaporeans, they will be either going back to their hometown.
despite baby being non-chinese (haha), he will be going back kampung on this coming saturday. and i gonna be damn lonely for sure. darling sheila is going for holiday to genting with her fiancee & his parents. in which, i left with darling jiha & brother jun han.
baby, i gonna miss you for sure. sigh.
school has been past for a week. so far, everything goes on smoothly. i love my current semester. hoping for more of this kind of semesters to come in the future.
eh wait. gadis melayu, performed by othman hamzah.
i love this song as well. talking about how attractive malay girls are. so, admit malay girls are attractive right? hahaha.
oukaye then. back to the blog entry.
baby, fidah has already pass her test. and she now holding a driving licence. so, when will be your turn? when will be my turn to sit at the opposite of driver side? don't give up from your previous failures ya. i believe you can do it with me around. haha. just kidding. you can do it baby! and you will. quickly book the theory tests oukaye? i'll always be there by your side to guide you along if you need me for sure. what a girlfriend is all for right?
and yeah. he's already sleeping now. dream of me oukaye? hahaha.
oukaye lah then. guess gonna go now. otherwise, i won't stop entry-ing.
p/s: there's man utd match later at 12am. happy watching for those who watch. =)
Monday, January 19, 2009 / 1:04 AM
CONGRATULATIONS TO RAFIDAH...!!!
yup. finally. congrats darling.
now, it's not only me who has driving licence. it seems that fidah will now have to compete her family car among the rest. haha. it's oukaye sayang. if ada rezeki, you'll have one soon k? and by then, ringan-ringankanlah nak tumpang me alik umah k? hahaha. just kidding.
well, i told you before that i'm sure you're able to make it this time round. it worth all your hard work, effort. and i know how happy you are when you got to know the results. i've been in your shoes too. and i know exactly how the mixture of feelings in here, in ourself before the test, during the test & after the test.
alhamdulilah. dengan berkat doa semua orang, you did it!
congratulations once again. =)
Friday, January 16, 2009 / 12:04 AM
pening - ezlynn feat. dato m. kilau
lewat malam baru kau pulang
ke mana kau menghilang
merayau entah ke mana
kenapa awal tak kau bilang
kalau tak kan ku luang
masa untuk bersama
nak katakan dah benci
tidak
nak katakan ku sangsi
tidak
hanya mencari ketulusan hati antara kita
mungkin kau mudah marah
tidak
atau hanya melatah
tidak
memang benar bila dikatakan cinta itu buta
chorus
peningku fahami dirimu
peningku mengikut rentakmu
namun bila jarang ketemu
rindu pula bermain di mindaku
mungkin cara kita berbeza
yang sama hanya rasa cinta
berlawanan tingkah dan selera
lebih mudah ku ikutkan saja
di situ peningku kan bermula
hujung minggu puas ku cari
gagal kau ku hubungi
talian tak bernada
mungkin kot tak sampai pesan
ku bersinar dengan teman
alkisah wanita
nak kata ku cemburu
iya
fikiran tak menentu
iya
mungkin kau belum ku kenali dengan sepenuh-penuhnya
apa kau kecil hati
iya
perhatian ku teralih
iya
memang sukar kerana kunci hatimu belum terbaca
orang kata kita bagai tanduk bersendi daging
namun cinta masih bagai hempedu lekat di hati
when i heard this song being played in my mp3 just now, i laughed to myself. coz, it's really hit the jackpot on me, my situation right now. my darlings will know better than. read the lyrics. understand the underlying meaning behind every single words. and you'll understand. right my darlings?
well, i don't wanna talk too much about that. i know there's a lot of updates to be done about myself. so, where should i start?
firstly, about my school.
i started school yesterday. frankly speaking, i was damn dragging myself to school during the last semester. wanna know why? coz all the modules are sucks except for one which is my urban planning. the one & only module under real estate. so, out of 6 modules i took last semester, imagine if i have to come to school to attend lectures & tutorials to those modules that i doesn't have interest in. sucks right? i know.
but, this semester. great news. i'm looking forward to school every single day. although i still hate the bidding system, but at least, all modules are under real estate faculty. and i'm so happy about it. real estate & me. just of my favours. even those unrestricted modules, i took those under my faculty. to me, i rather take something which i like & can be used in the future for my upcoming jobs isn't it?
thus, there are 5 modules this semester. less of one.
(a) english for academic purposes [i have to take this module because i failed their english test which i have to take before i enter school just because i came from poly & doesn't have a level english cert]
(b) real estate management [guess what? reminds my days in hktc. miss them all. miss the job scope even. and i hope i could score well for this module. coz i've taken them in poly. and the best part, i have the hands-on already. great.]
(c) real estate finance [my favourite & i even thought of majoring in this track in year 3. plus, i've taken this module too in poly. in the lecture, talks about town council using sinking fund, sub-prime crisis. i'm really fortunate that i've already go through all these.]
(d) principles of economics [great too coz i've taken this during my poly days. and best part, exams constitute of mcq questions. marvellous. and i have my friend from jc, dana, who took up econs in jc. so, i have a help desk within my reach.]
(e) geographical information system for real estate [this is consider my unrestrictive module but i just bidded this module using 1 point. great. i don't have to waste much point. and my other balance points can be used for those other modules which require for me to graduate. interesting module anyway. learn this a little bit during my urban planning last semester & i even used it in iras during attachment last time. but with this software, you wouldn't know that there's actually a lots of fun playing with it.]
see, isn't that great? all are real estate. except for the econs & eng. anyway, those are compulsory modules. but yet interesting modules. which are somehow related to real estate. you need to be good in english as business language. and you need econs to support your facts & further prediction too. so, i'm super ready for school this time around. welcome back to school. =)
enough of school.
second update. relationship.
not about mine. but it's about my friend. who is my schoolmate now & also during my secondary school days. i gonna say that i pity her coz i totally understand her situation right now. coz i've gone through, be in her shoe before. just few months back indeed.
my friend, hani, has a bf who is currently serving his national service. things happened. because of her sister, and eventually her mum disagree on their relationship. her mum will get angry whenever she said out his name. and indeed her mum wanna her break it the relationship immediately. one of the reason is about marry up instead of down. i really hate this reason. i had this too. it's super stupid to me. i understand that marry up will somehow make your future brighter with more cash but think again will money brings in happiness?
hani, i really understand how you feel. i went through that stage & it sucks big time. even worst, tears flow continuous. feeling like the whole world collapse on you. but i know you are strong. you know what is the best for yourself. i know you have make up your mind. stay strong to it k? i'll always be here to wish for the best for you & your bf. good luck. remember my words, what i've told you this afternoon.
sad.
p/s: suddenly, i tend to remember those moments. oh no. time to put that away. it's my past. and i shouldn't turn back. i have my future ahead of me right now. my baby. my darlings. my family. my school. my future job.
third update. my bro - jun han.
things didn't work out well with his eyes. he was caught with eye infection. and it shift from one eye to another. 2 days ago, he went for an operation on his right rye. things get better & i hope the best for him. nevertheless, there is a scar due to the operation and leading him to have triple eyelid instead. don't worry. you still look ugly. haha. just kidding, bro.
but the sad part is, this left eye start to have the same now. means, 2 eyes with the same problem. i hope it won't swell tomorrow morning. reminded him to put on the cream & eye drops that the doctor has given him. hopefully everything will be fine tomorrow. contact me ya bro for any update. most importantly, you have to think positive. =)
next. forth update. baby.
my baby is also caught with illness. but not as major like jh thru. he is on mc for 2 days (yesterday & today). went to the clinic & he actually have flu & fever. i pray for your speedy recovery sayang. don't forget to eat your medication at the correct timing k? and ur meals as well shouldn't be forgotten. take care baby.
followed by the fifth update. driving.
congratulations to my sister coz she managed to pass her final theory test yesterday. well done. she said that she didn't studied for it but yet manage to pass. hmm, it's a good news isn't it. she gonna concentrate on her exams now then will proceed with her practical lesson. die. after this, once she pass, the car will be competitive with the 3 of us. haha. just kidding. good that she pass both her theory test for only once. unlike me, i have to take that twice. haha.
and not forgetting. fidah will be having her practical test around 3pm later. good luck darling. don't be too nervous k? just imagine that the one instructing you is your bf or me. ahakz. whatever it is, think of safety ya. all the best. update me your results k?
last update. my update. handphone
.
i'm desire of e71. oh no. i just found out that i'm eligible for 12 mths upgrade. in which i decided on that phone which actually caught my attention. and i fall in love with the hp. so, i'm looking for promotion here & there. plus, i wanna change my contract to youth plan instead. getting the unlimited sms instead. and if i could manage to get good offer for that hp, why not. unless anyone out there wanna sponsor me. haha.
oukayelah. time to doze off already. my eyes is shutting down any sooner.
signing off......
Monday, January 12, 2009 / 1:59 AM

it's almost 2 in the morning. and for a lady like me, who loves to watch soccer as well, that's exactly why she is still awake at this kind of hour.
nevertheless, today hardcore match between manchester united & chelsea is a deserve to win match when manchester keep on having their attacking skills. perfect. wonderful effort by all the team members.
it's a must-watch match for me coz both teams were absolutely good. but of course, being a manchester's fan from the beginning i learn to watch soccer during my secondary school days, i will always support manchester united for sure.
this match just remind me last year in september, when i went out to watch the championship league at hawa restaurant. yup, just to watch the match. same. man utd vs. chelsea. i spend my wee hours at the coffeeshops with my friends till almost 6 in the morning. it deserve my eye-opening throughout the night coz afterall, manchester united still won.
and same goes to this match.
manchester united really crash chelsea all the way.
H-H with score of 3-0.
vidic scored during in the 1st half of the match (45-min). and that's lead to manchester 1, chelsea no.
in the 63-min, rooney scored for manchester and till brings manchester to 2-0.
last but not least, berbatov scored goal, leading manchester to 3-0 at 87-min.
congratulations manchester. you deserve my applause!
Wednesday, January 7, 2009 / 10:00 PM
people keep asking me about one thing: marriage.
surprisingly?
ahakz. i myself have no answer to that.
his side has no idea about me, my existence in his life. means they don't even know that i'm his baby. and sometimes i do wonder & keep asking to myself, "will his family accept me?", "will i be able to get along with his family especially his mum?".
people always say that mother & daughter-in-law usually can't click with each other. but i know there must be a reason why it happen. hmm. i dunno. to me, as long as you take care their feelings, you show your concern towards them & not forgetting showering your love to them, i don't think there is a problem with getting along with them. and indeed most importantly, respect them just as equally like your own parents. and because of all these that is being nurtured in me, including past experiences, i willing to say this (i dare to say this), "i don't mind staying with my mum-in-law". coz afterall, his mum gonna be my mum as well.
sigh. why i keep on thinking about marriage huh? and at the same time people keep asking about this.
and even, i ever dreamt about his side masuk meminang me. there must be a reason behind all those dreams. there's too much dreams about me, me & him and even me, him & his mum.
fidah just sms me yesterday saying, "but the best thing is you'll be first in the line & i get to eat your nasi minyak.. yayness! hahakz! bila he wanna meminang you?".
abg khalid also keep on teasing me with my baby. he also keep on asking me the same questions, "so, bila nak kahwin? tak agus tau tunggu lama-lama".
and he also mentioned about my ring that i'm always wearing. then will asked my baby where is his ring. and baby replied, "dier tk kasi cincin. dier kasi gelang".
few days back when we went to mcdonald, his fren saw us together and he sms my baby, "bila langsung?". you know what it means ryte? ahakz.
soal jodoh nie susah nk cakap.
insya-allah. alau ada jodoh tkkn ke mana.
and for sure wedding invitation will be send over to all of you.
oukaye-oukaye. enough. i have been talking about marriage since yesterday.
signing off for now. c ya soon for the next entry. =)
Tuesday, January 6, 2009 / 10:09 PM
mawi - tercipta untukmu
kasih demi cinta kau datang bertemukanku
kasih tiap masa engkau pulang ku merinduimu
dan kasih adalah bintang timur
kan bersinar walau dalam kabus
kau terangi cengan cahaya tulus
jiwaku luluh
kasih lama mana kau bisa menungguku
atau engkau memang telah diciptakan untukku
selama raga ini bernafas
selama itulah kau milikku
cinta kita adalah sebuah pertemuan
menerjah
ku rentas sebuah taman
kernaku asyik
jiwaku takkan ku calarkan lagi
demi kau kekasihku
kernamu kasih, kunobatkan cinta
kuisytiharkan, kaulah yang ku cinta
genggam tanganku, jangan kau lepaskan
tembusi tembok itu, di sana kan bersatu
kita... selama-lamanya..
cintamu adalah nadiku
kekal dan terus bernyawa
mawi sang this song, dedicating this song to his wife, ekin during the wedding ceremony 2 weeks ago. isn't that lovely? isn't that romantic. even the best part is that this song was created by him, himself, just for his lovely wife.
my eyes were concentrated on those words in the lyrics. lyrics were the meaning to the song. and the lyrics are words that will make you remember the song even if one day the rythm runs away.
and it reminds me of one particular thing.
the moment when baby said this to me once before, "that song reminds me of you". i'm so touched. my heart is crying. crying of happiness.
"that song" is not the same as what mawi have sang to his wife. that song is actually referring to "tercipta untukku" by ungu. so now, you should know why i put that song in my blog, isn't it? and the lyrics i placed it right at the blog under "rewind" as well. only god know how much that song means a lot to me.
and when the moment we called each other, that song will be tuning in through our mobiles. =)
in a relationship, it may not be perfect all the times. sometimes, the moment we expect things out of it, it doesn't happen and vice versa. like saying goes, expect the unexpected. and no matter how bad situations occur in a relationship, as a couple, we have to be strong enough to overcome all those obstacles. we have to be true with each other to ensure that everything will still goes on well. we have to fixed the mistakes and not destroy it when a lil crack has occur.
being with my baby has really taught me a lot in the meaning of love. the meaning of strong. the meaning of wiser. and i really thank him for that. certain things may be out of our way, but he is and will always be in my heart always and forever. insya-allah. when i looked at him, i know one thing for sure, he is a good husband. he can lead me and also our kids in the future. and insya-allah if god gives me the chance, i wanna be with him, spending the rest of my life with him, the one who i loves deeply.
oh no! i'm talking way too much about future. and i'm taking about getting married with him. oukaye then, stop it. when the time comes, you will syaf. for now, just continue to be happy with him & not forgetting your wonderful darlings.
of course, in my life nothing else matters except for my baby & my darlings. they are just like my backbone in my life. they taught me the meaning of everything - what's life is all about. they're always there to support in every single thing that i do. they're always there to encourage whenever situation i faced in. they're always there to shower me with love and the moment they responds me back with "i love you too" really means a lot to me. they're always there to be right by my side even at wee hours when i really need them. thanks baby. thanks darlings. we are the greatest lover, greatest darlings i ever had. and never a moment in my life that i regret having you as part of me.
*muacks*
Sunday, January 4, 2009 / 9:55 PM
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009..!!!
wishing all my blog readers, happy new year 2009.
wow! time really fly by very very fast. i could remember what i did last year 2008 new year. and without realizing the time, it's already a new year ahead. new resolution. and this also means getting a year older. haha.
so, what did you do during the new year? me? hmmm. i really enjoyed myself this new year. went out with my baby & my darlings. for the very 1st time, we all gather during the new year eve, went out & have fun together.
met each other around evening. i picked up sheila & jiha at woodlands. proceed to pick up my baby right after that. all the way to marina square after that. met jun han & dada there. dada? who's dada? it's jun han's girlfriend. ahakz. just kidding. she is his ite classmates. we had dinner at the marina food loft. and played bowling again there. just one game this time around.
and guess what? right at the moment our game end, it's new year!!!
we dashed to the nearest exit and once we reached the exit, the fireworks began.
"happy new year baby", i said.
"u too baby. happy new year", replied my baby.
what makes me happy this new year is because i celebrate new year together with my dearest loved ones - my baby, my darlings. happy new year to all of you.
message for my baby:
happy new year sayang. may this year of 2009 brings in more happiness & great moments in your life. hopefully everything gets better for both of us and for our relationship too. and may our daily life filled with the fullest. just one thing that i wanna you to know that my love for you will continue to grow stronger & stronger each & every single day. *muacks*
message for my darlings:
thanks for the fun & laughter that you have given to me all these while. 2008 really brings us with full of ups & downs. and hopefully this new year will gets even better. with more laughter. more jokes. more fun. more excitement. more events together. more outings together. happy new year to all of you. i never regret having such friends like all of you. *wink*
last but not least, before we went to our separate ways, we managed to took a group photo. memories. one picture. complete.
from left: jun han (squating down), dada (in yellow), jiha (in grey), sheila (in pink), endy (behind sheila), me (in red) and my baby (in black).
thanks for the memories baby. thanks for the memories too darlings.
below are the scores for the bowling event. check this out.

endy - 89
sheila - 108
jun han - 55
dada -65

baby - 114
me - 90
jiha - 79
compared the scores now with the one we had the last time around. baby is improving. same goes to jiha & sheila. hahaha. down goes for me & endy.
this time round, i didn't played that well. didn't manage to get the right ball. kinda heavy for me. haha. but it's oukaye. practice makes perfect. just like baby. more practice & now, he's becoming pro already huh? hahaha. sheila & jiha as well. good buddy. keep it up.
instead, we bully jun han everytime he threw the ball. but it's oukaye nightmare. we will have the next event together again. and make sure you tag along. dada, you are welcome as well. =)
proceed back home then.
but before baby left the car, i gave him a
surprise.
and actually, i gave him a
table calendar. a personalised table calendar. i did it with the help of a calendar software. once done, i sent it to print & bind it.
baby, i hope you like it. =)

cover page.
specially for abu hanafiah.copyright of sri syafiqah's production.

january 2009.
"if they asked me what's my life is all about, i'll simply say it's about loving you."
february 2009.
"infantile love follows the principle: i love because i am loved. mature love follows the principle: i am loved because i love. immature love says: i love you because i need you. mature love says: i need you because i love you."

march 2009.
"to love is nothing.to be loved is something.to be loved by the one you loved is everything."
april 2009.
"when we feel love & kindness toward others, it not only makes others feel loved & cared for, but it helps us also to develop inner happiness & peace."
may 2009.
"my bounty is as boundless as the seammy love as deep; the more i give to thee,the more i have for both are infinite."

june 2009.
"i love you not only for what you are but for what i am when i am with you."
july 2009.
"if i could write a letter using the sky as my paper,the ocean for my ink & the stars as my words,it would still not be enough to describe how much i love you,& how wonderful you make me feel when i am with you."
p/s: this picture was taken when i was leaving the company. 26 july 2008.

august 2009.
"even if the sun refuses to shine, even if we live till different times, even if the ocean left the sea, there will still be you & me."

september 2009.
"missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will."
october 2009.
"
when i miss you i don't have to go far. i just have to look inside my heart because that's where i'll find you."
p/s: this picture was taken during my birthday, 21 october 2008.

november 2009.
"missing you is my hobby.caring for you is my job. making you happy is my duty. and loving you is my life."
p/s: this picture was taken at k-box in november 08.

december 2009.
"true love is like a spider & its web;no matter how many times the web is destroyed,or how hard it may seem to rebuild it,and when it seems as if all hope is lost,the spider will work hard to the restore the broken pieces." p/s: this picture was taken at marina bowl on 31 december 2008.
i just realised that there's a error to it. i'm sorry for the mistake. but afterall, i hope baby likes it.
and he actually place this calendar on his work desk in the office. and the colleagues talked about it. haha.
it's a token of appreciatation of your love towards me. i love you sayang. muacks!