Wednesday, January 7, 2009 / 10:00 PM
people keep asking me about one thing: marriage.
surprisingly?
ahakz. i myself have no answer to that.
his side has no idea about me, my existence in his life. means they don't even know that i'm his baby. and sometimes i do wonder & keep asking to myself, "will his family accept me?", "will i be able to get along with his family especially his mum?".
people always say that mother & daughter-in-law usually can't click with each other. but i know there must be a reason why it happen. hmm. i dunno. to me, as long as you take care their feelings, you show your concern towards them & not forgetting showering your love to them, i don't think there is a problem with getting along with them. and indeed most importantly, respect them just as equally like your own parents. and because of all these that is being nurtured in me, including past experiences, i willing to say this (i dare to say this), "i don't mind staying with my mum-in-law". coz afterall, his mum gonna be my mum as well.
sigh. why i keep on thinking about marriage huh? and at the same time people keep asking about this.
and even, i ever dreamt about his side masuk meminang me. there must be a reason behind all those dreams. there's too much dreams about me, me & him and even me, him & his mum.
fidah just sms me yesterday saying, "but the best thing is you'll be first in the line & i get to eat your nasi minyak.. yayness! hahakz! bila he wanna meminang you?".
abg khalid also keep on teasing me with my baby. he also keep on asking me the same questions, "so, bila nak kahwin? tak agus tau tunggu lama-lama".
and he also mentioned about my ring that i'm always wearing. then will asked my baby where is his ring. and baby replied, "dier tk kasi cincin. dier kasi gelang".
few days back when we went to mcdonald, his fren saw us together and he sms my baby, "bila langsung?". you know what it means ryte? ahakz.
soal jodoh nie susah nk cakap.
insya-allah. alau ada jodoh tkkn ke mana.
and for sure wedding invitation will be send over to all of you.
oukaye-oukaye. enough. i have been talking about marriage since yesterday.
signing off for now. c ya soon for the next entry. =)