lewat malam baru kau pulang

ke mana kau menghilang

merayau entah ke mana

kenapa awal tak kau bilang

kalau tak kan ku luang

masa untuk bersama

nak katakan dah benci

tidak

nak katakan ku sangsi

tidak

hanya mencari ketulusan hati antara kita

mungkin kau mudah marah

tidak

atau hanya melatah

tidak

memang benar bila dikatakan cinta itu buta

peningku fahami dirimu

peningku mengikut rentakmu

namun bila jarang ketemu

rindu pula bermain di mindaku

mungkin cara kita berbeza

yang sama hanya rasa cinta

berlawanan tingkah dan selera

lebih mudah ku ikutkan saja

di situ peningku kan bermula

hujung minggu puas ku cari

gagal kau ku hubungi

talian tak bernada

mungkin kot tak sampai pesan

ku bersinar dengan teman

alkisah wanita

nak kata ku cemburu

iya

fikiran tak menentu

iya

mungkin kau belum ku kenali dengan sepenuh-penuhnya

apa kau kecil hati

iya

perhatian ku teralih

iya

memang sukar kerana kunci hatimu belum terbaca

orang kata kita bagai tanduk bersendi daging

namun cinta masih bagai hempedu lekat di hati

when i heard this song being played in my mp3 just now, i laughed to myself. coz, it's really hit the jackpot on me, my situation right now. my darlings will know better than. read the lyrics. understand the underlying meaning behind every single words. and you'll understand. right my darlings?

well, i don't wanna talk too much about that. i know there's a lot of updates to be done about myself. so, where should i start?

firstly, about my school.

i started school yesterday. frankly speaking, i was damn dragging myself to school during the last semester. wanna know why? coz all the modules are sucks except for one which is my urban planning. the one & only module under real estate. so, out of 6 modules i took last semester, imagine if i have to come to school to attend lectures & tutorials to those modules that i doesn't have interest in. sucks right? i know.

but, this semester. great news. i'm looking forward to school every single day. although i still hate the bidding system, but at least, all modules are under real estate faculty. and i'm so happy about it. real estate & me. just of my favours. even those unrestricted modules, i took those under my faculty. to me, i rather take something which i like & can be used in the future for my upcoming jobs isn't it?

thus, there are 5 modules this semester. less of one.

(a) english for academic purposes [i have to take this module because i failed their english test which i have to take before i enter school just because i came from poly & doesn't have a level english cert]

(b) real estate management [guess what? reminds my days in hktc. miss them all. miss the job scope even. and i hope i could score well for this module. coz i've taken them in poly. and the best part, i have the hands-on already. great.]

(c) real estate finance [my favourite & i even thought of majoring in this track in year 3. plus, i've taken this module too in poly. in the lecture, talks about town council using sinking fund, sub-prime crisis. i'm really fortunate that i've already go through all these.]

(d) principles of economics [great too coz i've taken this during my poly days. and best part, exams constitute of mcq questions. marvellous. and i have my friend from jc, dana, who took up econs in jc. so, i have a help desk within my reach.]

(e) geographical information system for real estate [this is consider my unrestrictive module but i just bidded this module using 1 point. great. i don't have to waste much point. and my other balance points can be used for those other modules which require for me to graduate. interesting module anyway. learn this a little bit during my urban planning last semester & i even used it in iras during attachment last time. but with this software, you wouldn't know that there's actually a lots of fun playing with it.]

see, isn't that great? all are real estate. except for the econs & eng. anyway, those are compulsory modules. but yet interesting modules. which are somehow related to real estate. you need to be good in english as business language. and you need econs to support your facts & further prediction too. so, i'm super ready for school this time around. welcome back to school. =)

enough of school.

second update. relationship.

not about mine. but it's about my friend. who is my schoolmate now & also during my secondary school days. i gonna say that i pity her coz i totally understand her situation right now. coz i've gone through, be in her shoe before. just few months back indeed.

my friend, hani, has a bf who is currently serving his national service. things happened. because of her sister, and eventually her mum disagree on their relationship. her mum will get angry whenever she said out his name. and indeed her mum wanna her break it the relationship immediately. one of the reason is about marry up instead of down. i really hate this reason. i had this too. it's super stupid to me. i understand that marry up will somehow make your future brighter with more cash but think again will money brings in happiness?

sad.

third update. my bro - jun han.

things didn't work out well with his eyes. he was caught with eye infection. and it shift from one eye to another. 2 days ago, he went for an operation on his right rye. things get better & i hope the best for him. nevertheless, there is a scar due to the operation and leading him to have triple eyelid instead. don't worry. you still look ugly. haha. just kidding, bro.

but the sad part is, this left eye start to have the same now. means, 2 eyes with the same problem. i hope it won't swell tomorrow morning. reminded him to put on the cream & eye drops that the doctor has given him. hopefully everything will be fine tomorrow. contact me ya bro for any update. most importantly, you have to think positive. =)

next. forth update. baby.

my baby is also caught with illness. but not as major like jh thru. he is on mc for 2 days (yesterday & today). went to the clinic & he actually have flu & fever. i pray for your speedy recovery sayang. don't forget to eat your medication at the correct timing k? and ur meals as well shouldn't be forgotten. take care baby.

followed by the fifth update. driving.

congratulations to my sister coz she managed to pass her final theory test yesterday. well done. she said that she didn't studied for it but yet manage to pass. hmm, it's a good news isn't it. she gonna concentrate on her exams now then will proceed with her practical lesson. die. after this, once she pass, the car will be competitive with the 3 of us. haha. just kidding. good that she pass both her theory test for only once. unlike me, i have to take that twice. haha.

and not forgetting. fidah will be having her practical test around 3pm later. good luck darling. don't be too nervous k? just imagine that the one instructing you is your bf or me. ahakz. whatever it is, think of safety ya. all the best. update me your results k?

last update. my update. handphone
.

i'm desire of e71. oh no. i just found out that i'm eligible for 12 mths upgrade. in which i decided on that phone which actually caught my attention. and i fall in love with the hp. so, i'm looking for promotion here & there. plus, i wanna change my contract to youth plan instead. getting the unlimited sms instead. and if i could manage to get good offer for that hp, why not. unless anyone out there wanna sponsor me. haha.

oukayelah. time to doze off already. my eyes is shutting down any sooner.

signing off......