To love is nothing.
To be loved is something.
To be loved by the one you love is everything.
Thursday, February 26, 2009 / 11:01 PM
amazed - lonestar
everytime our eyes meet this feeling inside me is almost more than i can take baby when you touch me i can feel how much you love me and it just blows me away i've never been this close to anyone or anything i can hear your thoughts i can see your dreams
i don't know how you do what you do i'm so in love with you it just keeps getting better i wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side forever and ever every little thing that you do baby i'm amazed by you
the smell of you skin the taste of your kiss the way you whisper in the dark your hair all around me baby you surround me you touch every place in my heart oh it feels like the first time every time i wanna spend the whole night in your eyes
i don't know how you do what you do i'm so in love with you it just keeps getting better i wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side forever and ever every little thing thta you do baby i'm amazed by you
every little thing that you do i'm so in love with you it just keeps getting better i wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side forever and ever every little thing that you do oh, every little thing that you do baby i'm amazed by you
baby.. this song is specially dedicated for you. on behalf of my love for you. wishing every single day will be just you and me in this world. wishing time will remain constant when you are by my side. wishing everything just seems so perfect. and for sure, every single beat of my heart, never it fails to beat your name on it. love you baby.
Sunday, February 22, 2009 / 8:55 PM
cinta.
cinta itu menpunyai pelbagai tafsiran. ada yang bahagia dengan cinta. ada yang sensara kerana cinta. ada pula yang perlukan pengorbanan demi cinta. memang payah. bukan mudah untuk mengenal pasti apa ertinya cinta.
kata orang cinta untuk seseorang pasti akan luput di suatu hari kelak. tapi cinta untuk Tuhan yang Maha Kuasa akan pasti terus bersemi, bertakhta di hati ini.
tetapi Tuhan telah menjadi manusia adam & hawa. yang pastinya ada pasangan untuk setiap insan. dan pasangan itu disatukan melalui cinta. cinta yang tulus, ikhlas & suci.
cinta. cinta. cinta.
memang payah untuk ditafsirkan. ada yang mengerti akan maksud cinta itu lalu pasangan kekasih itu akan selalu digelombang rindu antara satu sama lain. ada pula insan yang sering menitiskan butir-butir mutiara jernih kerana cinta yang sengsara. dan ada pula yang sanggup korbankan apa sahaja untuk sang kekasih.
alangkah indanya jika cinta itu murni, berwarna-warni seumpama pelagi. tetapi tanpa susah payah dalam sebuah percintaan, maka tidak lengkaplah sebuah kehidupan itu.
namun, percayalah. Tuhan itu tidak akan memberi rintangan & cubaan pada hambaNya tanpa alasan. dan Tuhan juga tidak akan memberi kesusahan itu di luar batasan seorang insan. kerana Tuhan itu lebih mengetahui betapa kuat kesabaran seseorang insan itu untuk menempuhi liku-liku kehidupan ini. itulah kehidupan. kehidupan ini memang penuh dengan onak duri. bersabarlah jika anda salah seorang yang diberikan cabaran-cabaran itu.
"Ya Allah. kau berikanlah aku kekuatan, kesabaran yang mencukupi untuk melalui cubaan kehidupan ini yang telah kau berikan kepadaku. aku reda dengan segala pemberianmu ini."
Sunday, February 8, 2009 / 11:42 PM
february has come. and for the past 8 days in the month of february, lots of things have happened. one thing at a time.
first.
finally. after 1 week & 2 days i didn't meet my baby, i managed to meet him last friday. the main point is to meet him coz i really really miss him. only god knows how much i miss him. i drove up to his place & pick him up. we then had supper at west coast but somehow i lost my appetite when the food wasn't that nice. baby nagged at me for not eating & i keep on having this habit to keep an empty stomach. i know you care for me baby. but i really can't eat at that point of time.
but then, i said to him that i feel like playing pool. and so we did. baby said there's this place at west coast too, where the place is open 24hours. so, we proceed there straight after that.
baby - pro in pool.
oukaye. can't compared both me & him. he has played this game longer than i do. lebih banyak asam garam on the tactics. haha. anyway, the last time i played pool was like years ago. i think 2 years ago. oh no. all my skills da karat already.
played few games. i think 5-6 games. first 2 games of mine were bad. but subsequently, games became more thrilling. manage to win my baby in few other games. haha. so, results? draw! =)
after the game, we went to our normal place to relax ourselves. baby knew that i'm hungry so he offered to accompany me for another late supper. ahakz. and since baby teringin nak makan at ktm, we went there. i had mee goreng & baby had his banana flitters & other kuih muih. he's forte anyway.
thanks baby for the night. love ya till bits. muacks!
second.
birthdays. lots of birthdays are happening on this few days.
i gonna take this opportunity to wish the following happy birthday. here are your birthday wish.
charmaine - 9 feb. happy birthday to you. it has been a great pleasure to know you for few months. met you in the office. look so decent. but yet, a nice lady. enjoy your birthday especially with your loved ones around you. all the best in everything you do.
i message charmaine happy birthday, including on behalf of my baby. and wanna know what she replied? "hey! thank you so much! it's so sweet tat u rmbed. :) rmb to invite me to your wedding okay? haha. have a great week ahead. :)"
wedding? unlike sheila lah. confirm getting married this year. me - not any sooner. unless my baby wanna masuk minang tml. haha.
shahir - 9 feb. known you since secondary 3 i think. despite in the same school since secondary 1 but somehow we get close to each other only by then. nevertheless, after secondary school moments, we both went to our separate ways & seldom contact each other. however, hereby i wish you happy birthday as well. may you succeed in everything you do too.
ashraf - 6 feb. happy 11th birthday to you ashraf. well, don't be naughty k? listen to both your parents. study smart. and makes others proud of yourself k? and hope that you like the birthday presents from me. and also you've enjoyed your birthday celebration yesterday.
ibu 5 feb. happy 43rd birthday. do stay young at heart so that we can always be close, understanding each other. good luck. may you enjoyed your birthday with your loved ones. semoga murah rezeki, dipanjangkan umur, dikuatkan semangat & dilemparkan rezeki yang berlipat ganda. amin.
and yesh. so we celebrated my mum birthday on thursday. unfortunately, we didn't manage to celebrate that early. coz she is working till evening. and i had tuition as well. finished around 9pm. then both my parents have to attend a talk from delta because my youngest sister was nominated to take part in youth olympic next year. so, eveything ended around 10pm. once i'm done with my tuition, we dropped by lot 1 to buy a birthday cake. since no one is at home, i can bring home without anyone notice. then, we all decided to have dinner or supper at pasar pandan, jb.
below are all the pictures.
birthday mum.
my dad.
me & senduk. sheila, remember this action? hahaha. just wanna pull your legs. =)
my 2nd sister.
my youngest sister - she's bored waiting for the food. tak leh sabar tul. haha.
we ordered seafood stuff from this shop called "tomyam & seafood". with all those dishes, guess how much we paid in total? it's only RM68. cheap ryte? and the taste also not bad afterall. next time can open table there. haha.
fried egg & tomyam seafood soup.
seabass cooked with 3 taste (siakap masak 3 rasa).
tumeric fried chicken (ayam goreng kunyit).
kangkong belacan.
soon, all of us were full.
but it didn't stop there.
once we reached home, my mum quickly went into her bedroom coz it's already 1am. she preparing herself to sleep. she even switch off the room lighting already. by then, the rest of us, gave her a surprise with the birthday cake. from her reaction, i know that she was surprised!
ibu & cake.
the birthday cake.
check out the video. sorry that you have to compete the audio from both here & my blog's song. =)
happy birthday ibu!
oukaye. end. next topic.
fidah did leave a message about kids. and i feel like blogging about it then. thanks darling for giving me that idea. hahaha.
i thank god for making my life happy & cheerful with the existence of my cousins. i'm the oldest grandchild for my father's side and thus most of my cousins are still young. and the youngest is 2 years old. and upcoming in 7-6 more months, i will have another 2 more cousins. and of course i'm happy.
it's true fidah. babysitter sound nicer & better. hahaha. training sekarang. sokz lusa da senang. haha.
i love to watch the kids play, sing, talk, eat, sleep. they are just so lovely. no matter how angry you are, how busy you are, how stressful you are, once you looked at them, they make your day brighter. they just couldn't stop to make me smile. that's why i love spending time with them. if possible everyday. it makes all my worries goes away.
and now i know why couples were so so so happy when they find out that the wife is pregnant. i just can't imagine later when it's my turn to face that. with my beloved husband & upcoming child, i'm sure my marriage will be much happier. kata orang tua-tua, anak tu merupakan keceriaan rumahtangga. amin.
last saturday i slept over my aunt place ryte? so, below were the pictures i took with my youngest cousin. he's just so cute. love him. very photoginic as well. pantang ambil gambar. hahaha.
dameer manja.
me & dameer posing 1.
me & dameer posing 2.
me & dameer posing 3.
me & dameer posing 4.
period about dameer.
beside dameer. another kids who makes me happy are my tuition kid & his brother & sister. they are all very manja with me. especially his brother. sometimes will just lie down on my shoulder & lap. and surprisingly, during my previous tuition, his sister asked a kiss from me. they really makes me happy. great to layan them although they are all very active.
me & ashraf.
me & ilhan (his brother).
me & yasmin (his sister).
ashraf, me & yasmin.
the 3 happy kids.
they just loved each other so much.
just one more.
i'm waiting for the time when i'll meet my baby nephews & niece. and i'm looking forward to play with them & get to know them. insya-allah. one day if god permits. =)
Wednesday, February 4, 2009 / 9:23 PM
as promised. my photo collection on my malacca trip during cny holiday. so, here it is.
sunday morning. head to jb for breakfast. at singgahselalu. near danga bay. it's super expensive now. as day passes by, it's getting more expensive.
the two sisters before eating our breakfast.
wani with her breakfast.
me and my food.
end of breakfast. we then proceed to pontian. my dad's friend house. he wanna have the feeling of having kampung. we spent about few hours there. had lunch there as well. thanks to them for serving as well.
wani at the balcony.
me at the balcony posing twice. =)
my parents having fun.
me & my mum. but somehow got somebody extra. haha.
funny faces of the two sisters.
done with that, we proceed to my uncle place at ulu tiram. and since, we were still unsure whether to head to malacca, we had one night there instead. till 12pm the next day, we "check-out" from his place and decided to travel to malacca. what's else as a holiday right? so, we went to jusco to bought the map in case of any lost track in the driving. hahaha.
basically, my dad drove all the way till machap stop-over. had our lunch there before continuing our journey.
me & my nescafe. to keep me awake.
my sister posing.
and thanks to my dad for giving me the experience driving at the highway. somehow, it's easier to drive at highway because of the staright road. but it's difficult to get the momentum on the go. at one point you speed, and at another point you have to change the lane due to some drivers drove faster than you do. then, have to pick up again. but once you have the feel of it, everything is easy for you. yippy. i have such lots of fun driving.
i even drove from malacca-ayer hitam-jb when going back home. i've the experience driving long distance. and in which, we can plan another holiday. i mean with my darlings. yahoo!
reached at malacca around 4pm on morning. and by coincidence, on that day, the eclipse of the sun can be seen. and we manage to see a little through.
sun eclipse 1.
sun eclipse 2.
we head to crocodile farm. but action only. just take picture from outside. hahaha.
my sister & i.
my mum.
sisters at dataran sejarah. just opposite crocodile farm.
wani & mum at dataran sejarah.
sisters posing at signboard.
next stop at town of malacca. head to quayside. took lots of pictures there.
quayside.
the ship of malacca.
my parents at quayside.
mum.
me.
my parents at kincir air kesultanan melayu melaka.
me at kincir air kesultanan melayu melaka.
since it's chinese new year, malacca had their tourists attraction where they placed all their tourist attraction places into min lighting thingy. just look at the pictures below. they were beautifully done.
my parents with the dragon and menara taming sari.
me with the dragon & menara taming sari.
menara taming sari is something like our tiger view thingy located at sentosa. it cost RM20 per adult & RM10 for children.
me & the dragon.
my mum alone.
my mum with dragon.
my parents with the eye of malaysia.
me with the eye of malaysia.
the eye of malaysia was newly shifted to malacca. previously, it was placed at KL. i took it there instead. still the same so we didn't took it this time around.
well, i'm not sure what building is this. haha. my parents though.
kampung in malacca. nice.
my parents with the kampung.
my parents with the mosque.
me with the mosque.
i'm not sure what mosque is this. but maybe, it's the oldest mosque but doesn't seems alike. hmmmm.
mum with kereta lembu.
as if i'm holding it by real.
the clock tower.
what do you think is this? i have no idea eiher.
menara taming sari. night view.
that's the end of day 1 at malacca.
surprisingly, we didn't manage to find a hotel. actually there is but somehow my mum doesn't want coz she said it's expensive plus have nothing comes with it either. so guess where we had our night sleep?
well, we slept in the car at klebang beach & puteri beach. you know something? when i was at klebang beach, i felt as if i'm near to my baby. coz across the road is where baby's kampung is. so near yet so far. sigh. if only i'm alone, i would drove along the small road to find him. haha.
day 2.
but of course we had clean ourselves before having our breakfast. adalah caranya. *wink*
my parents & wani at independence museum thingy.
light & sound.
so called bus-stop.
my parents & wani at "bus-stop".
wani at phone booth.
wani at phone booth again.
me at phone booth.
action calling sape jek tu.
i saw this tree nearby there. and there's speciality to this tree.
a notice mention that this tree cannot be cut down regardless of what condition.
my mum, wani & a stranger at dahtaran pahlawan staircase. this stranger just wanted to join in. so, let him be.
me at outside dahtaran pahlawan.
my mum & wani outside dahtaran pahlawan.
me alone.
while we were there, selamat pagi malaysia was having shooting as well.
the beca used in malacca to travel tourists.
istana kesultanan melaka signboard placed outside the heritage trail.
my mum.
the entrance. suppose to be paid RM2 per adult but since we entered before their opening hours, it's free. but of course, only at the exterior. we can't enter into the istana.
my mum at the entrance.
the istana view 1.
my parents at outside istana.
my parents outside istana view 2.
istana kesultanan melaka.
istana view 2.
the signboard.
the bridge.
my mum at the bridge.
my sis at the pond.
me at the pond.
this is the tandak used by the malays usually during the wedding by the malays.
me and the tandak.
the tiles.
a'famosa.
lion dance for the shooting outside a'famosa.
me at a'famosa.
me at a'famosa 2.
me at staircase up to a'famosa upper level.
the tiles at a'famosa.
my mum at the top of a'famosa.
the car used in the olden days.
then, we proceed to makam hang jebat.
my mum & me at the signboard.
my mum at makam hang jebat.
me outside makam hang jebat.
when we were driving back out to malacca, we saw this waterfall.
man-made waterfall.
before we went back home, we proceed to ayer hitam to buy all the kerepek. then meet my uncles & aunties lagi at giant tampoi. what a tiring day.
that's all the diary at malacca.
signing off.
that's her
21 october 1987
libra
rabbit
full time student
part-time sales promoter
tutor
"what's meant to be yours will forever be yours."
looking at the stars
a wonderful husband who can lead
a property at good district
a car
a wonderful job
good salary
happy life with my loved ones
"your dreams will be yours if you try to achieve it not hoping."
adventure out
my baby
my darlings
real estate
golf
snooker/pool
bowling
tennis
driving
novels
chocolates
coffee
red
"happiness is due to your commitment you give in the things you like."
looking forward
my late grandma
rafael nadal
nemanja vidic
"woman is the man's backbone to success & vice versa."
baby - pro in pool.
birthday mum.
my dad.
me & senduk. sheila, remember this action? hahaha. just wanna pull your legs. =)
my 2nd sister.
my youngest sister - she's bored waiting for the food. tak leh sabar tul. haha.
fried egg & tomyam seafood soup.
seabass cooked with 3 taste (siakap masak 3 rasa).
tumeric fried chicken (ayam goreng kunyit).
kangkong belacan.
ibu & cake.
the birthday cake.
dameer manja.
me & dameer posing 1.
me & dameer posing 2.
me & dameer posing 3.
me & dameer posing 4.
me & ashraf.
me & ilhan (his brother).
me & yasmin (his sister).
ashraf, me & yasmin.
the 3 happy kids.
sunday morning. head to jb for breakfast. at singgahselalu. near danga bay. it's super expensive now. as day passes by, it's getting more expensive.
the two sisters before eating our breakfast.
wani with her breakfast.
me and my food.
wani at the balcony.
me at the balcony posing twice. =)
my parents having fun.
me & my mum. but somehow got somebody extra. haha.
funny faces of the two sisters.
me & my nescafe. to keep me awake.
my sister posing.
sun eclipse 1.
sun eclipse 2.
my sister & i.
my mum.
sisters at dataran sejarah. just opposite crocodile farm.
wani & mum at dataran sejarah.
sisters posing at signboard.
quayside.
the ship of malacca.
my parents at quayside.
mum.
me.
my parents at kincir air kesultanan melayu melaka.
me at kincir air kesultanan melayu melaka.
my parents with the dragon and menara taming sari.
me with the dragon & menara taming sari.
me & the dragon.
my mum alone.
my mum with dragon.
my parents with the eye of malaysia.
me with the eye of malaysia.
well, i'm not sure what building is this. haha. my parents though.
kampung in malacca. nice.
my parents with the kampung.
my parents with the mosque.
me with the mosque.
mum with kereta lembu.
as if i'm holding it by real.
the clock tower.
what do you think is this? i have no idea eiher.
menara taming sari. night view.
my parents & wani at independence museum thingy.
light & sound.
so called bus-stop.
my parents & wani at "bus-stop".
wani at phone booth.
wani at phone booth again.
me at phone booth.
i saw this tree nearby there. and there's speciality to this tree.
a notice mention that this tree cannot be cut down regardless of what condition.
my mum, wani & a stranger at dahtaran pahlawan staircase. this stranger just wanted to join in. so, let him be.
me at outside dahtaran pahlawan.
my mum & wani outside dahtaran pahlawan.
me alone.
while we were there, selamat pagi malaysia was having shooting as well. 
the beca used in malacca to travel tourists.
istana kesultanan melaka signboard placed outside the heritage trail.
my mum.
the entrance. suppose to be paid RM2 per adult but since we entered before their opening hours, it's free. but of course, only at the exterior. we can't enter into the istana.
my mum at the entrance.
the istana view 1.
my parents at outside istana.
my parents outside istana view 2.
istana kesultanan melaka.
istana view 2.
the signboard.
the bridge.
my mum at the bridge.
my sis at the pond.
me at the pond.
this is the tandak used by the malays usually during the wedding by the malays.
me and the tandak.
the tiles.
a'famosa.
lion dance for the shooting outside a'famosa.
me at a'famosa.
me at a'famosa 2.
me at staircase up to a'famosa upper level.
the tiles at a'famosa.
my mum at the top of a'famosa.
the car used in the olden days.
my mum & me at the signboard.
my mum at makam hang jebat.
me outside makam hang jebat.
man-made waterfall.