My Secret Romance

Final Destination

2009-09-05T00:19:00.005+08:00

finally, blogger is doing fine! thank god!

lots of things to catch up with my readers. hehe.

ramadhan have been doing well so far. till today, both me & my baby yet to skip our fasting. despite the hardwork at his office and my tiredness walking up & down the school stairs, we are glad that we could fulfill our fasting readily. alhamdulilah.

things have been so far. i had break fast with my baby twice - at mak's place located at lorong melayu (changi) and arnolds' at city plaza. enjoy those moments. ever since this fasting month, it's quite hard to meet up with my baby. unlike our normal routine, i will juz drive off from home & pick him up by then. but it's oukaye. bulan puasa kan bulan yang penuh mulia.

time will definitely fly very fast. without realising, it's september already. 3 more months till we celebrate 2010. i juz felt that i just celebrated the current new year with my darlings at marina square. how time flies huh? haha.

well, i did meet up with my darlings of course. just that this ramadhan, we couldn't manage to meet up with sheila & her hubby. married life is different like us who are still single isn't it? hehe. but with the use of technology, we still keep in touch with one another.

last week, the threesome of us (me, jiha & junhan) met up at town to breakfast at pizza hut. suddenly me & jiha were craving for pizza. haha. had lots of things to talk about. school. life.

jiha & her "bf".

my darling jiha.

jiha again.

oh my god! can you see the worth in one of the holes? oh gosh!

romantic couple? better not! haha.

sweetie me. haha. praising myself.

oh my! unexpected. haha.

and then we decided on a movie. head down to shaw's & we watched final destination 4. we watched the 3d version. the 3d specs are super heavy lah. the bridge of my nose kinda pain after some time & in the end, i had slight headache.

best friends!

movie wise; nothing special. nothing to be woo about. it's something that you can expect what to happen next. i would rank it 2 out of 5 stars. the first final destination is still the best to me. and i think the bloody valentine show is much better.

by the time we were out of the cinema, we decided to sit down & chit chat with each other. moments of joy & laughters. moments of bullying junhan. haha.

the crazy junhan.

the crazy ladies.

next week will be another event. hopefully. another breaking fast together. =)

that's all for now.

to my muslims' peeps, selamat berpuasa. *wink*

Salam Ramadhan

2009-08-22T14:26:00.006+08:00

to all my muslims friends,

hereby i'm wishing all of you selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa.

may this ramadhan will be a better off from previous years.

and hopefully what we did throughout this fasting month will be accepted by our one & only Allah.

29 days to go.

be patience, insya-allah.

everything will be in good state.

amin.

Happy 1st Anniversary Shanafi

2009-08-20T21:07:00.002+08:00

time flies very fast nowadays. without you realising it, next you will juz being awake with another surprise.

20 august 2009.

exactly a year since both me & my baby got attached together.

memories are always here with me. regardless of whatever situation, through the ups & downs, we will remain strong together. i believe whatever obstacles that we have been through previously, it's just to prolong our relationship; learning how to overcome it & yet making our relationship much stronger each & every single day.

baby, i really appreciate your existence in my life. you shower me with your care & concern. and i will always cherish you & our memories together till the end of time. episodes of our sparkling romance has just begun & i'm sure there is more to come. more episodes. more seasons. insya-allah.

thanks baby for every single thing that you have done towards me. thanks for your love. thanks for your listening ear & shoulder to cry on.

i love you baby!

Quizzes/Test

2009-08-15T00:30:00.006+08:00

http://www.testq.com

i have something to share with all of you.

when is the last time you take a test/quiz. wanting to know what are the things that represents you, yourself. i know, i know. there is facebook. but i mean, like me. i don't have facebook account. haha. so, i depends on such quizzes like one from the above mentioned website. you can go ahead & give it a try.

whatever it is, don't take it too hard. like saying goes, "just take it with a pinch of salt". if i'm not wrong. haha.

(1) what's your true colour?

ans: red

explaination:

"Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do."

(2) what should you be when you grow up?

ans: you should work with people.

explaination:

"Can’t imagine anything worse than being locked in a room alone? Love to chitchat and make new friends? We knew it. Usually gregarious, responsible, and kind-hearted, you should definitely consider looking into a career where you can really make a difference in someone’s life. Sure, getting a big paycheck is great, but you’re probably going to shine brightest while you’re helping other people out. Of course you don’t have to sacrifice your own happiness or financial well being to do good for others — there’s plenty of success and money to be made for yourself while you’re making things easier on other people. Doctors and pilots spend every day helping people, right? So consider working with people. It might be the best choice you ever made! "

(3) career personality test

ans: estj

explaination:

"That means that based on the standard measure of personality traits, you have a quiet determination and sharp mind — you're very focused and buckle down when it comes to work. You are the type of person one looks to in a crisis. While others may provide emotional support in a situation, your clear and logical thinking allows you to solve the problem at hand. You may be firm, but your actions are generally fair. You believe in putting in the work and don't expect favors to get ahead. Additionally, you want objective feedback to determine your success. You are a careful thinker and get all the details before making any decisions. You don't jump to conclusions and stick with the facts provided. In other words, you're the go-to person for the real story, not the spin or gossip. While others may sometimes see you as stubborn, they begrudgingly respect your ethics and straightforward approach."

(4) how do you react to stress?

ans: you are responsive.

explaination:
"Like most people, your reactivity to stress and need for stability lies in the average range. You have varied responses to stress, and may feel calm or anxious depending on the nature of the conflict or situation. You are generally calm but people close to you may see you go though occasional bouts of worry. When you are upset, you tend to see the problem realistically, and you cool down after a little time-out or a good talk with a friend. You could handle a range of work environments, although you are not immune to the effects of stress. Make sure to keep your balance."

(5) how strong is your imagination?

ans: your imagination is pretty healthy.

explaination:

"What a great combination! While you’ve got a great imagination, you’ve also got a good head on your shoulders and a totally practical side. Resourceful and creative, you tend to be able to figure out the best way out of any situation on your own, no matter what comes at you. What can we say? You’re an expert at combining original inspirations with reasonable solutions. Congratulations!"

(6) what's your office fashion style?

ans: your office fashion style is flirty.

explaination:

"The fun-killers in your Human Resources department may say that flirting is inappropriate behavior in the workplace, but you know that you can still get your point across without even saying a word. You want your style to get you noticed by all the right people, right? Not management, silly, the really cute guys! While you are usually all business when it comes to actually getting work done, you know that having fun is also an important part of your day, and enjoy taking little breaks and making friends. Your personality is probably as charming as your outfits, and we bet you’re usually the life of the party. So keep it up!"

haha. thanks all folks. something to share upon this friday's night cum saturday's morning.

*wink*

KL's Trip & Darling's Outing

2009-08-10T01:31:00.007+08:00

it has been a long time ever since i last update my blog.

partly, because of my busy schedule but on the other hand, it's all because of blogger. i just dunno why & what happened to blogger recently. i can't upload images. i can't save my entries. in the end, i have to re-type every single thing.

thus, this entry gonna be long i guess. not going into details but i will share with you what are the things that happened in my life these past few weeks or maybe about a month. =)

selamat pengantin baru to abg ali & kak afian.

semoga perkahwinan ini akan lebih bermakna untuk hidup masing-masing. semoga perkahwinan ini juga akan kekal hingga ke akhir hayat. amin.

basically, my family & i went back to KL to attend their wedding. the last time i went back there to drop them a visit was few months back. if i'm not mistaken was early this year or late last year. although we were far apart, we still keep in contact with one another through emails & sms. thank god.

we moved off from my house from saturday's afternoon & we reached there at night. stayed there till monday's afternoon. by the time we reached back at my place was already at night. the best part, i was lucky that i didn't have to work the next day.

but once i'm back at home, i was busy searching through the school website to find all the modules that i could up this coming semester. yeah, bidding rounds start again. and i hate this part. bidding sucks. it's hard to explain but whoever went through this path of life will understand how i feel. one of them is my darling jiha. haha. she faced it now & yes, she understand how i feel. we are in the same boat right now. haha.

i couldn't get into all my core modules. it's either i'm outbidded or clash with my lectures and examination dates. nevertheless, i feel kinda oukaye coz at least i manage to find modules that might be useful for me later after graduation. basically, i took up:

(1) real estate investment
(2) real estate economics
(3) professional communication
(4) principles of communication management
(5) management and organization

i hope i will have much fun this semester. plus having jiha around in school. haha. but kinda sad coz i can only meet her wednesday & thursday provided that our lunch breaks are the same. i'm looking forward to it anyway.

and believe it or not, 3 months have passed so fast. without me realising it. it's time for school back. somehow i'm kinda excited. back to school in 2 more days. yup, i will be starting schooling this tuesday. since, this week is only lecture week, my time table will be kinda free. but will be free too even if i have my tutorial slots later on. haha.

at least i will be free during weekdays' nights. i can meet up with my baby, my darlings. amin.

all because school is starting soon & at the same time fasting month is just around the corner, we decided on the meeting up. for one particular reason. it's a must to have this meeting up. reason? to have belated birthday celebration for both jiha & sheila. yes, surprisingly, we could only meet up recently although their birthdays have been more than a month.

after jiha's birthday, sheila was busy for her wedding. soon then, she went for her honeymoon. till this month, everyone finally could come with a date for the gathering. haha.

we keep on teasing each other on seoul garden treat. and believe it or not, it is our first time having all of us together at seoul garden. as in the four of us - me, jiha, sheila & junhan. usually, all our seoul garden gathering will have either one of us fly kite. haha. just couldn't attend the event. but on that day, we made it. just kinda sad that my baby couldn't attend due to some errands he has to settled at home.

despite the loneliness, i still have fun. the jokes & laughter they all created. the bullying of each other. the memorable incidents about each & everyone of us. i must say that i'm glad to found such good friends. i didn't regret knowing them. i must say that i love them. now, i already treat them as my own sisters & brother. we share each other happiness & sorrow. we try to be there by each other side whenever we need a shoulder to cry on, a listening ear as well. we help each other whenever we faced any difficulties in our lives. we didn't stop giving advices to each other. we didn't stop contacting each other. we didn't stop loving each other. much, every single day. thank you darlings!

check these pictures.

birthday ladies.

cheese!

sheila & endy.

junhan.

jiha & i.

junhan & endy.

jiha, me & junhan.

the brownies from p.osh to substitute the birthday cake.

sheila getting her present.

jiha's turned getting her present.

sheila get her bag to add on to her collection.

and jiha get her wonderful organizor (prepare for school). hehe.

happy birthday to both sheila & jiha once again. sorry for celebrating your birthday kinda late. i hope that you do have lots of fun. *wink*

that's all for now. will update you whenever there is opportunity later on. other news. other hot stuff. *smile*

take care.

p/s: i'm missing my darling boyfriend. sigh. =(

Sheila's Wedding & My Golf Training

2009-07-16T14:44:00.022+08:00

p/s: be prepared for a very long entry.

well, it's time for updates. infact, lots of updates to be done in this entry.

hmmmmm......

let me start with more about myself first then i will move on to something special, memorable events that are meant to be remembered.

previously, i didn't know that golf is such a tiring sport. seriously what do you think? you see people have "stick" on their hands, swing up high and then down hitting the ball on the "green field". simply no idea and i didn't thought of it that i will like them one day.

thanks to my dearest baby for introducing to the sport. i was wrong, really! if you think golf is a simple sport game, you are wrong. try it youself and you will know how tiring it is.

as everyone know. my baby is into golf. every month without fail, he will meet up with his clan to play his golf game over at jb or even at range every week for their practices. yesterday, i was fortunate that baby tagged me along to mandai range together with his sifu & best friend. i had my practices as well. basically, it was my first time holding the club, swinging it up high on the correct manner and focusing the ball to ensure that the club hit the ball to the correct direction. i thought hitting the ball was simple but it wasn't. i thought that it is just like hitting something with a broom but it wasn't. the techniques have to be right. there are ways to hold the clubs, swing the club up & even hit the ball at the right angles. after 3 hours of practices, i surrenderred. not because of i can't take it, but simply i'm exhausted. i didn't know that by golfing you will actually sweat like nobody business. trust me!

although i had my blisters due to not wearing glove at the beginning and muscles cramps here and there, i had lots of fun. thanks to my baby and all his friends again for all their guidances. definitely there's more to come. it is a miss if i didn't take up the sport if my baby is so into golf right? so, my mission to play golf is accomplished. just have to practice more often so that i have the momentum right and there i go - i might be the same level as my baby. oopz! hahaha. just kidding.

oukaye well. i had enough talking about golf.

next.

the most important event in my life. oh well, although it's not my event.....

but it is my best friend's wedding...!!!!!!!

yup. the day that we all have been waiting for. the day when sheila is now married to our mr endy. the day when all of us were excited about, waiting and counting the days to their wedding ceremony. pictures are updates as well but there will be more to come.

three events altogether.

10 july 2009 - the night before the solemization.
11 july 2009 - the solemization takes place in the morning, followed by the ceremony at sheila's place.
12 july 2009 - the ceremony over for endy's side at furama riverfront.

so, i will be sharing with you every thing on three separate event.

event 1.

i took the car and drove to jiha's place to pick her up since she also wanna tagged along with me to sheila's place. being her besties, we dropped by to give our fullest support and help here and there necesarily. basically, both of us reached sheila's place at around 8. her mum need my help to follow the rest of the relatives to pick up the hantaran or also known as the gift to the groom. there were 11 trays altogether. they were lovely for sure. her theme is black & white. check this out.

it's a magnetic bracelet, decorated with golf balls.

cupcakes done by her school mates; haini.

blackberry storm for her hubby as well.

adidas golf shoes together with gloves.

chocolates that can't be resist by anyone else for sure.

a watch.

baju kurung & kain songket.

perfumes.

the al-quran & the praying mat.

fruits to go along.

don't you realise it's only 10 trays. where the other pic? damn! sheila, you can kill me coz i accidentally deleted another tray pictures which is the most important. stupid me. it's the wedding band. the ring! damn! but, darling, you will give me the pics ryte? =(

how can i be so careless? it's oukaye. as long sheila forgive me for that will do. *wink*

wanna see how the bride & groom bedroom looks like? perfect.

the picture of bride & groom over at the side table.

the background of the bed or whatever it is called.

the pillows.

as it goes with the colour theme: black & red. lovely. just as planned for the tables & chairs at the void deck as well.

tables and chairs.

the aisle.

the pillars.

the receptions.

a pot of fresh flowers on each table.

everything is so wonderful. added on with a marvellous pelamin. i just can't find the english word for this. haha.

picture 1.

picture 2.

picture 3.

picture 4.

picture 5.

it will be complete with a set of table & chairs just for the bride & groom.

view 1.

view 2.

had my supper there & back to her home and we had a wonderful crazy chat with one another. sleepy but yet something that only happens once in her lifetime. so, we basically don't mind being by her side. thus, we stayed till about 1.30am before we say good night to one another.

event 2.

it's early in the morning. i woke up and looking forward to this special day of my best friend. exactly at 11am, her hubby to be will be at the living room together with the family members, relatives and tok kadi to proceed with the solemization.

with just 1 time say, endy is now yours darling! and i knew this is their happiest moment in their life. the moment when "now i pronounce you husband and wife". hahaha.

when endy just arrived.

sitting down waiting patiently.

all relatives come in.

look how many people are there waiting to catch his blockbuster movie. haha.

my dearest sheila smiling away. i know she can't wait for the moment.

before the solemization takes place, the tok kadi have to meet sheila. ensure that she is prepared to get married with endy. signed the papers and there is goes. the moment of shaking hands between endy and the tok kadi.

the tok kadi, wali and witnesses with sheila.

them again. anyway, the tok kadi is quite famous as well.

sigining part 1.

signing part 2.

smiling away right beside us when she is now belongs to endy. =)

everything is over. in laws are there. and it's time for endy to meet up with his wife.

endy is coming.

endy is coming closer.

excited endy just couldn't wait to meet up face to face with sheila for sure.

and finally, both of them together with their marriage certificate. *wink*

kissing the bride.

there should be an event when they both batalkan air sembahyang. where both of them exchange the rings. the bride will kiss her hubby hand. the hubby will kiss her forehead. but i just couldn't find my way through the room to take the picture of it. i'm so sorry for that.

well, pictures along with it are on the way down.

click 1.

sheila & her parents.

sheila, her parents & her sister.

happy sheila.

jiha & sheila.

me & sheila.

they had their lunch. need to restore their energy level as well. haha.

bride & groom together with the mak andam.

the happily married couple. *muacks*

take a break. time for the bride & groom to change their attire for another photo taking. but his time around, too packed with people. some don't even get the chance to sit down. in which have to wait for the tables to be empty. some took the opportunity to be close to them so that pictures can be taken. simply, there were just too many people and me too don't get the chance to take pictures with them. but it's oukaye. i did for the next round. *wink*

check the pictures.

snap 1.

snap 2.

snap 3.

snap 4.

snap 5.

snap 6.

snap 7.

snap 8.

part 1 ended. next photo taking is at 6pm for the dinner. and i love the costumes. nice.

snap 9.

snap 10.

snap 11.

a big happy besties. *wink*

jiha & me.

and of course, there is also the changing of gift between the bride & the groom. same thing. 11 trays of exchange too.

a set of make-ups.

a basket of fruits.

perfumes.

a book about prophet muhammad & muslimah praying attire.

baju kurung.

the wedding cake.

handbag & heels.

suppose to be a watch here but already keep inside a safe place.

necklace & earrings.

the drownry cheque.

another tray is actually the wedding band as well. haha. missing in action again.

well, let's move off to event 3.

4 of us in the car - me, baby, jiha and junhan. couple-couple huh? hahaha. went to the wrong furama at first. damn! but it's oukaye.

reached the correct furama on time anyway. haha. meet all the relatives and family members. waited for aaron to come by. yup, aaron is coming as well. so, in the table of 10, 50% is occupied by the same clan. haha. while waiting to be in, we took pictures.

jiha & junhan.

me & my baby.

time to go in.

soon after, the song "from this moment on" by shania twain was played through the speakers and simply means the both bride & groom are walking together hand in hand down the aisle. so sweet. but the pictures i have are kinda dark. i'm so sorry for that. but i'm sure to update you with better photos once my dearest sheila has passed it to me later on.

afterall, 3 courses. appetizers, 7 main dishes & dessert. yummy & full.

didn't take pictures of all the dishes coz all of us were busy chatting & eating. haha.

but check out our own pics.

jiha, junhan & aaron.

baby & me.

me & jiha.

all of us together. *muacks*

in fact, there are videos that are produce by the flipside production. very good job indeed. touching & sweet moments of both of them and even their close ones. i'm touched too coz she put in our pictures there. i love you sayang! and afterall, the whole event was even great when endy decided on impromtu singing heaven by bryan adams for sheila. she cried. surprised. happy. excited. all in one. and oh my, i cried too. i'm too happy for her.

wishing you good luck in your marriage darling. no matter what, you are still my bestie & we will always be together including having lunch as well. hehe. and all the prayers will be together with you both too. *muacks*

hmmmm.... thanks to all that attend her wedding ceremony. (ceh, macam i lak yg kahwin. haha.) i got to usher her friends, her office mates and i'm happy to help her out for that. nothing much i can do but it's something that i could help on her wedding day. *wink*

and afterall, i had great time although i felt a little bit tired after the sunday's event. most importantly, i have wonderful moments with my baby and my besties.

and damn! next, most of the rest started to ask about me. when is my turn? from HKTC, to HDB mates, to family members, to relatives. what an answer. pressuring me next? how can this be? haha. oukayelah. my answer is... insya-allah kalau ada jodoh takkan ke mana. hopefully once i graduated, i can at least start thinking about it. amin.

July Updates..!

2009-07-06T23:34:00.010+08:00

updates.

firstly.

new mobile. yup. finally, my 21 months upgrade period has passed. and i decided to purchase my "targetted" mobile instead my "dream" mobile. my "dream" mobile is still the htc touch diamond 2. very sleek & nice but being a student right now, i simply can't afford to purchase right now. hopefully, once i graduated, it will be a dream come true when upcoming models are up for sure.

so, what's my "targetted" mobile?

it's e71.

i really fall in love with his mobile when it was first launched. been eye-ing for quite some time. till finally, i renewed my 2 years contract.

baby followed me to vivo when i reserved the mobile on that particular day. you know, it's kinda hard to find stock for red & black. majority of the stocks come in either white or grey. thanks baby for tagging along with me although you are somehow not feeling well on that day.

so, the born date for my e71 is on 1st july 2009.

and junhan, i'm so gonna take good care of this phone as how i managed my n95 previously. bluek!

now, i'm waiting for my darling sheila to get another new mobile as well. *wink*

second.

i really had very big meals on the next day. super big meals.

suppose to meet sheila for lunch on that day but last minute she was asked to proceed to the hq for some kind of course. in the end, i went alone for lunch. but by coincidence, junhan was also on his way to find lunch. thought of lunch-ing together with jiha since he is over at hougang, but jiha had something on. left with the both of us.

proceed to causeway point. guess what we had for lunch? both of us were freaking hungry & starving & that suaku was actually craving to eat buffet. so, drop by seoul garden. yes, seoul garden. can u imagine that? lucky that he brought along his np card. so, both of us actually managed to that student price for the meals. cheap!

so, check the pictures out.

p/s: i really feel that the pictures were not so bad afterall although it's only 3.2 mp.

our mr suaku.

or also known as mr pa'hor.

it's me.

enjoying my lunch.

squid & chicken.

the final output.

unmixed salad.

veges.

desserts.

oh my. actually we had wonderful 1st round at the beginning. too engrossed that i forgotten to take those pictures. but it's oukaye. there's always the next time. haha. but eating till our stomach almost get bloated & burst. ahakz. from 1245-1600. imagine the moments of pressure we stuff the food into our gullet, down to our stomach.

my day doesn't end there. at 1730, we took the train. junhan went back hom & i went down to dhoby ghaut to meet jiha. she was damn hungry coz she didn't had her lunch on that day. so, accompanied her to fitness first as she wanna pay up her gym fees. down to plaza singapura & she said that she was craving for pasta. my next meal - pizza hut. oh my. i think i gonna gain weight for sure if i were to continue having such lifestyle every single day. haha.

took pictures as well. and i think the pictures this time around seems to be better. trick to it, set as close up mode. i think! haha. or maybe just the surrounding. hehe.

my darling jiha.

me.

jiha's pasta.

my pizza.

our starry fries.

our honey chicken wings.

our mushroom soup.

our ice lemon teas.

thanks to both my besties for such a wonderful meals together. enjoy my day eating all out. haha.

p/s: waiting for the next outing. *wink*

third.

my cousin is getting married on the same day as sheila. wow. what a coincidence. the akad nikah will take place at the girl's place which is over at terengganu. on 26 july, the wedding ceremony will be held over at his place, at kuala lumpur. means, i'm going back there to attend the wedding ceremony.

the wedding card.

the couple names.

the inner side of the card.

i really can't wait to go there actually. tolong menolong. bergotong royong. i love the atmosphere. maybe that's why baby called me puan khemah. haha. and i believe it gonna be the same for our dearest sheila as well. counting the days. less than 1 week to go. =)

forth.

had dinner with jiha just now over at imm banquet.

thanks for coming along darling.

had nice food anyway.

my thai chicken cutlet with rice.

jiha's laksa.

yummy.

had bubble teas. sat down at the "fountain". chat about school. yes, can you believe that? soon, i will be taking with jiha all along about school in a month time. welcome to the club my dear. hehe.

well, that's all for the latest updates.

soon, more exciting event coming up. don't forget to check it out. *wink*

Happy Birthday Jiha

2009-07-02T10:21:00.006+08:00

i'm here wishing my dearest friend, nurjiha shari a very happy belated birthday.

p/s: i already wished her on her exact birthday day. just that now then i have the time to update my blog again.

an entry just for her.

jiha.......

happy 22nd birthday to you. as you know, you are the oldest among the three of us (you, me & sheila). soon, sheila will also join your club. i still have another few more months to go. haha.

nevertheless, i hope that u have enjoyed your birthday celebration with your loved ones at home. yeah, i know it's boring to stay all along at home. being quarantine is the worst thing ever ryte? but thank you at least u did manage to celebrate your birthday with your colleagues few days before you went for the foc camp. haha. dapat gak rasa birthday celebration kn?

so, when will be our turn? our next meet up to celebrate your birthday.

for all the people out there, this girl has been faithful with me since 23 may 2004. we were in the same class during our poly moments, even went for the same company for attachment. and we proceed to the same kind of job which is property management. juz that i tendered earlier than her. haha. even great, that now she is going to continue her study in the same school as me! yahoo....!!! imagine that? and some of the modules, are possible that we are in the same tutorial classes as well. i really can't wait for the school to re-open so that i can spend my time with her, just as i did previously in poly.

projects together again. yes!

my wish for you jiha....

may all your dreams come true & hopefully sooner later you will find your mr. right. haha. whatever it is, may you success in everything you do in your life. not only now but also in the future. good luck my dear.

and if you wanna know, what is happening with the 6 of us (me, her, sheila, endy, my baby & junhan) - i am to blame k?

coz all the surprises & present that we thought of giving tend to be no longer a surprise. i'm sucks at it. not once but twice.

"why everytime you pi cah lobang one?" said junhan.

"next time, let me do the sms-ing," said sheila.

hahaha. terrible. wanna send to someone else but in the end i send to her. what am i thinking during that time. gosh! there goes all our plans. haha.

but it's oukaye. as long as we manage to celebrate her birthday together with us, it will be more than enough. whether it is a surprise or not. haha.

so darling, once again happy birthday!!!!!!!!

p/s: i wanted to put her picture in but i think blogger is having problem. can't do it. sigh.

I Miss You

2009-07-01T02:22:00.003+08:00

i'm missing you badly, baby!

sigh.

Memories

2009-07-01T00:10:00.003+08:00

"it has been awhile seen the last time i blog". i got to agree with the statement when zhen ru said it out to me few hours ago.

for one particular reason: i'm busy! hahaha.

i really wanna thanks jiha & zhen ru for accompany-ing me for both lunch & dinner respectively.

everyone in jiha's office was busy with their meeting. especially when the "number one" is in the office, everyone would like be trying to escape from the scene. haha. you can get what i mean. by coincidence, jiha is finding for lunch mate by then & i was working over at amk just now. thus, we decided to meet up for lunch.

as usual, gossip about school. yesh! finally, i got someone to gossip about my school stuff. share some important information with her; especially on her upcoming semester. advicing her to take up economics during the first semester so that she can have more other modules later on as a lot of the modules need pre-requisties under economics module.

back at night, i bumped into zhen ru. she was alone wondering about the mall while her bf is chatting with his camp mates. it's so touching of me when she decided to accompany me for dinner. without planning, in the end all the three of us (me, zhen ru & her bf) had dinner together at the wet market.

if during lunch, i gossip about my current school, it end up that i gossip-ing with zhen ru on our poly moments. those great & sad moments. about everyone. asking each other how our course mates are doing ryte now. the guys - as usual: serving the country. the girls: some are working, some decided to continue study & etc. and zhen ru, good luck for your study as well ya! i'm sure you are able to do it so for you next qualification. =)

i must say & i'm proud to say that my best moments in life is during my polytechnic years. full of ups & downs. obstacles lies ahead which we'll never know but yet manage to pass through all those thorns and hilly roads. thanks to all my closest friends as well. without them, i won't have great memories shared with them & the school.

i'm just mesmerizing back those moments. bare with me ya.

shall update you the next round. better event. better stories. *wink*

Bad News

2009-06-21T23:13:00.005+08:00

19 june 2009 is a day when my family, my cousins & i could not forget. it's the day when one of my beloved uncle passed away.

a sudden news.

a shocking news.

but what else can we do.

ajal maut di tangan Allah. kita merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan.

that's him with his wife.

i could still remember the moment when the doctor said that he can't do anything further, everyone begins to cry. tears start to flow from their eyes to their cheeks. and the last moment when i saw such scenario was 5 years ago, when my grandma passed away as well. by coincidence, it happened at the same hospital & same day.

even, my sister & i could sense as if my late grandma was there together with us when we were at the mortuary. we could feel that her soul was there to watch him, bring him along with her.

and thank god, his grave is nearby to both my late grandma & grandma. it's just within the same junction. alhamdulilah.

afterall, what i can do now is to pray. semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya & mengampuni segala dosa-dosanya. amin.

Chalet Outing (14.06.09-16.06.09)

2009-06-17T23:59:00.034+08:00

14 june 2009 - 16 june 2009.

chalet at costa sands (pasir ris) resort with my dad's side cousins.

reason: birthday celebration for those who were born in june.

cik hamzah.

aidah.

cik ikhsan.

hani.

fadhli.

farwizah.

hidayat.

to all mentioned above, i'm wishing you HAPPY BIRTHDAY. may all your dreams come true regardless of whatever oceans you decided to dive in through your years. one year wise. one year mature. one year to success. don't ever give up on your hopes & you know that you will have your very best of wonderful moments in your life together with loved ones. anyway, hope that this bifdae is one of the most memorable ones for all of you to remember till the end of time. there's more to come in next following year(s) for sure!

pictures will be out in a while followed by the time line of the event. had lots of fun & i believe everyone does so too. in fact, every time when there's activties with my dad's side, it will end up with joy & laughter including the small little ones. =)

14 june 2009.

2130hrs: i end my work just on time. but i'm scheduled over at boon lay. and i know i have chalet activity over at pasir ris. instead, i went back home to prepare all my stuff.

2230hrs: took 969 from my home bus stop & alight at tampines interchange. thanks to cik hamzah; he picked me up from there & we proceed to the chalet.

15 june 2009.

0000hrs: me & cik hamzah were still in the car, just nice for me to wish him happy birthday.

0020hrs: arrived at costa sands. and quickly, everyone took the opportunity to hit cik hamzah as the target. it's his birthday. started off with cik ana with a cup of water. then followed by butter everywhere. sadly, we forget to take pictures for this. but i believe the second round will be better. soon, end of sabo-ing.

they are preparing themselves for bed. look how my grandma feeling so happy lying on the comfortable bed.

but some were still busy preparing supper for their kids. just like cik misna giving her kids hot milo together with her maid.

while some were busy in the chalet, let's check out what happen at the front balcony of the chalet itself.

salbiah with her favourite satay fan. she kept that with her on her hand, every moment. =)

fizah busy with her psp.

and some of us were busy using their minds on thinking to play taitee.

wandi & ayah.

candid of fadd & along.

cik shazli with his skills.

lastly, me joining them too.

i love this picture. thanks to boboy for taking such a good shot.

0200hrs: enough of playing taitee, we moved on to watching dvd. watched jangan tegur & a short clip of the fast and the furious 4.

0300hrs: it's ghost hunting time. proceed to the swamp over at paris park. it's really dark in there. pairing up when we are moving into the swamp area. cik hamzan-aidah. me-farhan. salbiah-fadd. farwizah-along. it was nothing until at this one area, after the cleaner house where both me & cik hamzah felt something amiss. my hair start to stand when i look over at this rock. and cik hamzah's too. he even saw the thing standing on top of the rock and move into the bush when he took a glimpse the second time. and the third time, he grap aidah hand & walk very fast. i know that something is not right. i followed his footsteps. fast & quick. the rest didn't realise anything but soon, they understand why. head to the tower to take a 360 degrees lookout of the area. nothing. but once we are down, cik hamzah wanna go back to the place. but across the distance, i took another glimpse there & quickly... goosebumps appear again! i said, "let's go". they nodded and followed by steps.

0430hrs: we are back at the chalet. trying to find food then coz everyone is almost starving. but nevertheless, the chickens & sausages just left a few for the day & it seems as not enough to survive for all.

0500hrs: quietly. both me & fadd went to mcd at downtown. ate the sausage mcmuffin $2.50 meal. give him a small little treat. tkpelah. birthday boy. haha.

0600hrs: back to chalet again & seems that everyone started to doze off. soon, both me & fadd went to our dreamland too.

0900hrs: those who slept late were still caught sleeping.

just like fadd. still snoring away. haha.

but some are so active, jumping into the pool for the excitement of the morning sunrise.

picture 1.

picture 2 of farwizah, cik hamzah, cik zul, fara, zack, hamizah & aidah.

the kids were having fun as well.

dameer & hisyam.

hamizah.

alamak, fara seems to be like merajok with someone.

and we have bibik jirah to look after the kids at the baby pool.

1030hrs: everyone is preparing themselves for the new day. and it's time for breakfast. hungry. so what's for breakfast?

oreo cheesecake made by cik nas. yummy!

salbiah, nadia & wanny had lontong. including me too. on the other hand, some had nasi lemak. all prepared by the mums in the chalet. thanks a lot for the wonderful cooking.

while some prefer to have their game first than breakfast.

some were out. in fact most of us were out during the day. including me.

1200hrs: me, cik shazli & cik zul were busy playing scrabble. i learnt lots of new words, more vocabulary just by playing that game. thanks!

1400hrs: i'm out for my errands over at choa chu kang then back to chalet around 7pm.

2000hrs: dinner time upon my arrival. had mee soto. yummy!

we also have visitors. it's fadd's frenz.

picture 1.

picture 2.

2200hrs: some having their tea time, supper. and some were watching anak bapak in the room.

the mums & dads.

thanks to nadia for cooking the chicken wings for all of us.

all the rest of the people? there are preparing for the big event coming up in a while.

2210hrs: sabo-ing time again!

fadd had his. his birthday on the following day. first touch by cik hamzah with a pail of water followed by flour.

soon, others who were born in june also hit the target.

fadd 1.

fadd 2.

farwizah & fadd. brother & sister hit the floor.

fadd 3.

fadd 4.

fadd 5.

fadd 6.

wanny & sal.

ayah & fadd.

all the june birthday boys/man & girls.

fadd & his friends.

and now, it's cleaning time. gosok jangan tak gosok. hehe.

16 june 2009.

0200hrs: everyone is still awake. still taitee on their list. still movie on the list too.

0300hrs: wanted to go fo another ghost hunting session but change of plan. instead, me, sal, fadd, farhan kecik & besar althogether went to the pool, laying by the bay. looking through at the sky. watching the stars & moon. till all of us fall asleep. till most of us awake by mosquitoes bite!

0500hrs: treat them to mcd again. with our sleepy face but still hungry. haha. back to chalet after that.

0900hrs: it's time for a change. preparing ourselves to check out by 1030hrs. so early.

1030hrs: stayed over at pasir ris park then. coz cik hamzah's & cik zul's car are weekend's cars. we are enjoying ourselves then till i forget to take pictures again. damn!

1100hrs: played captains-balls. everyone involved except for the mums, nadia and dammer. fun! really test my limit of running here and there. haha. still enjoying myself.

1200hrs: break. ordered pizza from canadian for lunch. 2 medium & 2 extra large. yummy!

1300hrs: played mind thinking games. the guessing object game where one person have to think of an object that is available with us. given 20 opportunity questions to guess the right object. next. the guessing words by acting. i forget the name for that. one person have to act the given phrase (movies, songs, proverbs, idoms, famous person). fun!!! absoletly testing our mind.

then it's lunch time!!!!

lastly after lunch, we all settled down. played taitee again. yes, again. haha. then, move off around 1600hrs when cik ikhsan picked the rest up. i followed cik misna's home. had my bath there. took my nap till 2000hrs. had dinner, tapau from jalan kayu. watched bride wars with cik misna before we fall sleep then after the show.

17 june 2009.

had lots of fun from the past few days. i had my breakfast with cik misna & her family. played with the kids. really miss them actually. back to my home about 1100hrs. meet sheila for lunch before i proceed for tuition soon after.

that's all folks. such a long entry & now my body start aching already. typing this long entry on my bed. haha. till i update again with the next event on the line up.

lots of love to everyone. muacks!!!

Jun Han's 23rd Birthday

2009-06-11T23:48:00.014+08:00

9 june 2009.

another day for another memorable incident.

celebrating junhan's 23rd birthday at mad jack's cafe located at jalan kayu.

although we celebrated his birthday kinda late, which is 2 weeks after, i'm glad that he loves the outing despite knowing there's nothing special celebration.

but the present yes, it's very special for him. and it's one of his favourite birthday present so far. good that he liked it anyway.

i was their driver for that day. had pump petrol for the car after lunch with junhan & jiha. proceed to pick baby up at his workplace at 1730hrs then followed by sheila at her workplace as well at 1830hrs. straight from SLE to TPE, we exit jalan kayu. parked my car at the carpark available there.

right after we settled our sitting area & food, all were like very excited receiving an invitation card from sheila. for both saturday & sunday wedding event. one for her side & the other for endy's side. and she was like saying, "you guyz are the first one to receive the invitation card". omg! we really feel so honoured to hear that from her. and of course, we will be there for sure. definitely! sebelum subuh da sampai. hahaha.

both invitation cards.

sheila's side card (cover).

sheila's side card (internal).

endy's side card (cover).

endy's side card (internal).

ain't there look very very professionally nice? i really love the cards. they look so nice just like the couple themselves. thanks for the invitation sayang. i love you a lot. and i'll always pray for your long lasting relationship & soon marriage. *wink*

food arrived soon after that.

baby's food comes first.

followed by jiha's.

then junhan's.

lastly mine & sheila's.

we have fun. eating & laughing & talking. everything together with our loved ones. it's simply irresistable. like i said, another memories to ponder on in our lives.

and of course, pictures were taken. check it out.

jiha & junhan. we alwasy tease them together but they always say that it won't happen. hahaha.

sheila & jiha.

sheila don't like the previous picture so they took again another pic.

our pic for the day but yet not perfect. baby was busy eating his brocolli. haha.

we took another pic but again, it's candid. unprepared.

that's the way baby. finally. one perfect pic. *muacks*

it's sheila, jiha & junhan together.

junhan & baby.

junhan, baby & me.

four of us together. happily ever after. haha.

soon. it's time for present opening ceremony.

2 presents for him.

we hope you love the present junhan. =)

opening up the first & important present.

looking at the present happily.

junhan & his 1st present.

his 2nd present.

junhan & his 2nd present.

i picked them up means i have to send them back home. so, from junhan to jiha to sheila & lastly baby. had a great time for sure & i'm looking forward to the next outing. when will that be? *wink*

Working Working Working...

2009-06-07T23:14:00.003+08:00

my past few days have been so exhausted with work. i still fancy my baby & my darlings on their working hours. no matter how much work at office, yet to bring back all those work back home & do not have to work for long hours like me.

what can i do right? all the people work for 8 hours a day but i work more than that sometimes. in service line, really very hard coz the customers are just hard to be satisfied with.

they always say, "customer is always right" in which i really don't understand why. even if we are the one that give the correct information, they blame us back & do not trust us. instead being so true talking to us. they expect you to respect them but they didn't respect us at the first place. how you treat us, will definitely the way we treat you back. sigh. all kinds of human beings with a sorts of behaviours & characters. simply unpredictable.

lucky that tomorrow i took off for 2 days.

and by coincidence kak neda sms me, wondering if i could continue tuition so that ashraff can brush up on his english & mathematics especially. of course i could. and now, at least i have extra income too. tuition + work = $$$. wanna save up money for holiday in july & upgrade my handphone as well. could you believe it that my mobile dropped on the floor while i was working. =(

and tuesday is another day that i'm looking forward too. another gathering. another enjoyment. another fun & laughter. another memories. *wink*

for now, i got to continue watching my malay drama, "rahsia hati". till we meet up again soon.

Just An Ordinary Thursday

2009-06-04T22:15:00.004+08:00

prison break 4.

working tomorrow. in fact the whole week.

and baby will be going back to his kampung again to pick up his mum. he will only be back on sunday. i gonna miss him for sure. =(

but most importantly, i'm looking forward to tuesday evening. i really can't wait for the time to move on. *wink*

Ella - Harum Ikhlas

2009-06-01T23:09:00.002+08:00

Ella - Harum Ikhlas
Sayu hatiku sayunya bintang
Berlagu sepi berkelipan di dada malam
Antara lemas dan bisikan
Rindu kepadamu mengusik

Meskinya asmara sempat senyum kecil
Mengenang cinta biar jauh tetap terasa
Terbayang jua sebaliknya
Andai ditakdirkan bersatu

Chorus
Betapa indahnya nikmat tak terkata
Mampukah ku hadap
Kau tak pernah ku tunjuk
Tangisku bergenang di hujung mataku selalu
Kau tak mungkin perasan
Kerana ku tunduk sembunyi darimu
Kau tak mahu ku tawa
Dengan pujuk rayu dengan belas simpati

Ku masih percaya padamu
Satu hari kau kan sedar
Ku masih menanti pulangmu
Kerana cintaku takkan pudar

Ku masih percaya padamu
Satu hari kau kan balas
Ku masih menanti pulangmu
Kerana cintaku harum ikhlas

JunHan 23rd Birthday & My Exam Results

2009-05-29T23:35:00.002+08:00

zhu jun han.

candid pictures of us.

bcq team.

there must be a reason why i'm showing you all these pictures. simply because of one particular reason.

it's junhan 23rd birthday yesterday as at 28 may 2009. on that particular day he turned 23. one year older. one year wiser.

there are lots of memories that have been spent between the 3 of us (me, jiha & junhan) despite that we only met during our last semester of school. although i wasn't there during the 1st day of semester 6, i could never imagine how he approached us & wanted to be part of our team.

it is a long story.

we didn't talk to each other before. just a simply hi & bye in lecture rooms. but during our 5th semester, most of us got splitted due to industrial attachment. thus, those who went for IAP were placed together as a class in semester 6. so, left with me & jiha only coz sheila & chloe proceed for final year project class. not that they wanna but we all have no choice although we have placed our choice. in our class by then, we need to form a group of at least 3 students & so that's when he came into the picture. he knocked into jiha's chair & said so nicely that he wanna join our group instead. without any hesistation, jiha agreed and so do i.

mr tan, our property management lecturer ever told everyone, upon choosing a group it's either we will be very close friends or end up splitting up from close friends to enemy. and this really happened to us. me & jiha became very very very good & close friends with junhan. and sadly, sheila & zara then became foe. sigh. but i know everything happens for a reason. and i'm glad that despite our separate class, the three of us manage to become so close once again with sheila.

currently, the four of us become close friends. we love each other. we care for each other. jiha will be continuing her studies in NUS soon in august & i'll be meeting her. junhan still serving the country but will be migrating to australia to pursue his studies in 2 years time. he even have the intention to become a PR over there. sheila is working full-time in building line & she will be getting married soon in a month time. despite all the different routes, we still part of a team. and i believe it will stay on forever.

with that, happy 23rd birthday my dearest bro aka nightmare. may all our dreams come true. you know that we will always pray for you. and hoping that everything will move on smoothly in your life. congratulations on your acceptance to UNSW in the course of 2 years majoring in construction & maintenance. by then, i believe that all of us will miss you. you will be admitted in feb 2011 - still got much time to spend with each other. good luck in everything you do k?

well, i have another chapter to share with you.

and it's my exam results.

exactly at 9am, i logged on to my school webpage, thinking about my exam results. however, it came to my attention that my results will only be out at 11am. so, i waited for another 2 hours. being nervous. hoping for miracle to happen as well. i really have no idea how well can i pass all those modules that i've taken especially my real estat finance which i think i gonna flung.

nevertheless, i really thank god. i was so surprised & shocked seeing my exam results. check this out.

principles of economics: C
english for academic purposes: B-
real estate management: A-
real estate finance: C+
GIS for real estate: B-

yup! i passed. and indeed very well for my management. thanks to cik din & mr lai for all their teaching & guidance upon my projects & management studies. they have been there to give me information dealing with management & maintenance studies. thanks a lot.

afterall, i'm happy with my results. although i did get C for 2 modules, i'm still happy coz i thought that i did quite badly for those modules. alhamdulilah.

now, it's time for me to think what are the modules that i wanna take up next semester. and hopefully some modules i will be able to take together with jiha too. i'm looking forward to that. studying together again. project together again. hehe.

before i end this entry, i wanna thank all these following people who always been there to guide me through my studies, supporting me in my studies & giving me encourgement as well especially when i'm stressed with my studies & group work.

(1) my baby
(2) nur sheila
(3) nurjiha
(4) zhu junhan
(5) cik shazli
(6) mr aaron chua
(7) cik din
(8) mr lai

thank you very much for everything. *wink*

Updates

2009-05-26T23:44:00.001+08:00

a walk to remember - nicholas spark.

night at the museum 2.

3 Months Vacation Breaks Starts Now!

2009-05-07T22:28:00.002+08:00

yahoo..!!!!

can i scream..???

exams' over...!!!!!!!!!!

it's like finally. stress gone. everything got to do with school will be gone, away from my mind for like almost 3 months ahead. yup yup. i'm having my 3 months vacation break. results will be out then. bidding of modules for the next semester will start all over again. and without i realising it, it has been a year since i'm schooling. that's fast. 2.5 years more to go & by then i will be graduating. start new chapter of working adult. and more things to come in the future which i myself wouldn't know what lies ahead in years to come.

oh well, i didn't publish my last 2 papers. econs & gis. i can't tell you what's the questions are like for econs coz i didn't manage to get back my paper. they took back the question paper. basically, 60 macro economics questions. 2 hours. and overall i think, oukaye. not hoping for a distinction. but if i manage to get a C or B would be great.

my gis. 2 hours paper with 4 questions having 2 sub-questions each. really not enough time. but i love the paper. check the questions.

question 1
(a) explain the following terms & phrases: spatial data, attribute data, spatial referencing, spatial entities. (10 marks)

(b) explain the importance of map projections for users of gis. (10 marks)

question 2
(a) discuss the advantages & disadvantages of adopting either a vector or a raster approach to data analysis. (10 marks)

(b) using at least 2 examples, discuss the different types of queries used in gis. (10 marks)

question 3
(a) what factors can be considered when selecting a gis for an organization? what are the two factors you consider to be the most important, and why? (15 marks)

(b) you are asked to convert a paper map to a digital data set. what methods can you use fot the tas? what are the advantages & disadvantages of each method? (15 marks)

question 4
(a) explain the difference between location errors & topological errors. (10 marks)

(b) you have been hired to suggest optimum locations for 5 schools in a new town that is being developed. suggest how you might approach the problem using location-allocation methods & spatial analysis that are available in gis. you have the dollowing data available: street netwrok of the new town & reserved land parcels. your proposed sites should be located for maximum accessibility & a minimum furthest distance traveled for students living in the new town. (20 marks)

overall, i think not bad as well.

we shall see how's the results will be later on.

hmmm, jiha was back from her vacation at bintan. seeing all those pictures make me feel so jealous. haha. how i wish i could be there as well. and damn! she has played golf. bila lak i nye turn nak main golf lak kn? hahaha. baby, i'm waiting. *hint*

my mission is to work definitely. but somehow i couldn't get a temporary full-time job this time around. sad. i'm just left with my current part-time. although the pay is kinda low, i left with no choice. rather to work than i have nothing in my pocket right?

i guess i have nothing else to mention. till we meet again in the next entry. muacks!

HKTC Outing: Cailing's Birthday

2009-05-01T16:15:00.008+08:00

last year, the colleagues & i went to celebrate cailing's birthday by having a lunch outing at swensens (jurong point).

this year, despite the recession, we went out for a dinner outing at k-box (cineleisure orchard). karaoke session for the 7 of us who were there together with buffet dinner. straight from office, i picked them up right after my paper. the event starts at 7pm till 11pm but yet, it didn't end there.

having me & baby, huimin & cailing, skye and charmaine & mike, we had solo singings as well as duet singings. frankly speaking, i don't have a great voice & i can't really sing as well, but ever since i'm with baby, it just started to grow from there. my 1st time to karaoke is also with baby, our 1st date. haha. suddenly, it appears in my mind. recalling back those moments. oukaye, better stop.

back to the story, baby & i did sang those duet songs such as dua insan, endless love, tonight i celebrate my love to you, sometimes we touch, way back into love. others were duet between baby & mike, huimin & cailing, cailing & charmaine. there's even a duet between charmaine & mike. all of us were like cheering them up. you know, there's story put up between them. hahaha.

there are songs. there are food as well. so, enjoy glancing through the pictures below. *wink*

skye, huimin, cailing & charmaine.

me, huimin, cailing & charmaine.

skye, huimin, cailing, charmaine, mike.

charmaine, cailing & huimin.

mike, cailing & skye.

mike, cailing, skye again.

huimin & cailing.

mike & skye.

mike & skye again.

charmain & cailing.

baby & me.

baby & me again.

let's see how everyone looks like upon singing.

mike - just like a professional singer.

mike posing for his "supporters".

skye singing - like releasing stress after his new work.

skye was concentrating on his singing.

"couple" photo taken. it's so hard to get their pictures together. haha.

charmaine practicing for her "singing contest".

baby singing his favourite song, "when you say nothing at all".

baby & me singing "dua insan".

now it's time for candid pictures.

candid picture 1.

candid picture 2.

candid picture 3.

the night is still young.

we ventured out some other place for another activity - snooker.

i think all of them are into pool already. ever since that day when they had the game at the arena. hahaha.

guess where we head? from orchard all the way to orchid country club, located at yishun. all because mike drove into the wrong exit. haha. but afterall we had lots of fun. and i bet everyone else had fun as well, just like me.

before we go off, we had another group picture. *wink*

everyone happy together before going for our separate ways.

before i sign off, wishing cailing a happy birthday in advanced. real birthda date: 4 may. good luck in everything you do.

and to the rest of my readers, wishing you happy may day! enjoy your weekends!

RE2804..! Sucks..!

2009-04-29T00:45:00.003+08:00

p/s: bear with me for this long entry!

"the time now 1pm and you may begin writing your paper," said Prof Ong - my real estate finance prof. once i opened up the exam booklet, it really sucks big time. it just reminds me of my statistics paper last semester. super hard. it really makes my mind goes cramp all the way for 2.5hrs.

exam format? answer all 3 questions from section a & choose 1 out of 2 questions from section b.

section a (answer all questions)
question 1 (30 marks)

mrs low is a 62 year old retiree who lives in a 3-rm hdb flat. her husband passed away a few years ago & she is living off his pension & savings. although mrs low has 2 children, she lives alone as her children are living with their own families.

mrs low has been considering mortgaging her flat under a reserve mortgage, but she recently learnt about the hdb lease buyback scheme (lbs) introduced in mar 09. she is uncertain whether to take up a reverse mortgage or the lbs. mrs low has approached you for advice.

from your discussions with mrs low, you ascertain the following facts:
* the 3-rm hdb flat is located in bedok south ave 1 & was built in 1976.
* the flat is currently mortgage-free.
* mrs low receives a monthly allowance of $500, comprising her husband's pension & allowance from her children.
* mrs low monthly utilities amount to $80 & pays $40 in s&cc fees. she estimates she requires about $300 for her daily subsistence.
* mrs low suffers from high blood pressure & diabetes. her monthly subsidizes treatment at the nkf amounts to about $130/session & she requires 4 treatments per month.
* she does not wish to impose a financial burden on her children who have their own challenges under the current economic circumstances.

you searched the resale price of hdb flats in bedok south from the hdb e-services website & estimated that the average transaction is about $240,000. a quick desktop valuation check provided confirmation.

(a) suppose hdb is willing to provide a reserve mortgage (rm) loan at 5% p.a. for 20 years up to 80% of the current valuation. ignoring upfront fees, calculate the maximum monthly amount that mrs low would receive under the rm loan. (6 marks)

(b) under the lbs, hdb will buy the balance of lease so that owner is left with 30-year lease. the remaining term of the lease on mrs low's flat is 66 years, which means that under the lbs, hdb wil buy back 36 years. in addition, the government will provide a top-up of $10,000 in subsidy, of which part is paid to the owner upfront & the remainder will be used to purchase an immediate annuity from cpf. you estimate that hdb will pay $98,000 for the remaining 36-yr lease. how much will mrs low receive upfront? (4 marks)

(c) for a female owner aged 62, cpf pays an annuity for life that is equivalent to 5.6% of the lump sum paid upfront. what is the expected monthly annuity under the lbs? [hint: treat the annuity as payment received in perpetuity.] (6 marks)

(d) would the 2 schemes be able to meet mrs low's current needs? (4 marks)

(e) how would you advise mrs low on the risks associated with the two schemes? (6 marks)

(f) which scheme would you advice mrs low to take up? subtantiate your answer. (4 marks).

question 2 (40 marks)

the real esate development company you work for has received an investment proposal to buy a distressed residential development. the development comprises 120 units, each with a built-up area of 1,000 sq ft. the project is still under construction & is expected to complete only in 12 months' time.

the seller is experiencing cash flow difficulties & is willing to sell the uncompleted development subject to a non-negotiable term that the buyer assumes all outstanding liabilities amounting to $8.5m. the bulk of the outstanding liability is in the form of construction cost paybale. in return, the buyer will asume full control over the project account, into which the deposits from unit buyers have been paid into, as well as all revenues due.

the balance in the project account is currently $2.5m, being proceeds from the first lanch 6 months ago. the seller was able to sell 50 units at an average price of $500 psf. 10% of the sale proceeds were paid into the project account & the balance 90% will be due on completion (month 12). however, it is anticipated that the existing monet in the project account will e used to offset the outstanding construction liability once the necessary paper work is completed.

as the development has yet to be completed, it is estimated that the construction cost to complete the project amounts to $3.5m, payable according to the following schedule:
* mth 1 - $525,000
* mth 2 - $350,000
* mth 3 - $350,000
* mth 4 - $175,000
* mth 5 - $175,000
* mth 6 - $350,000
* mth 7 - $350,000
* mth 8 - $525,000
* mth 9 - $175,000
* mth 10 - $175,000
* mth 11 - $175,000
* mth 12 - $175,000
total = $3,500,000

as the business development manager, you estimate that the earliest date to launch the balance 70 units would be in 6 months' time, at which time, you project the average selling price to be $600 psf. you are optimistic that pent up demand would be good at that time & that the remaining units would sell well.

although the current legislations stipulates 10% of sale price must be paid upon signing of the sale & purchase agreement, the fact that the development is close to completion meants that the revenue inflows are highly dependent on how well units in the 2nd launch sell. you envisage that the revenue from the 2nd launch will be as follows:
* mth 8 - 50%
* mth 10 - 25%
* mth 12 - 25%

(a) excluding the cash flows fromt the 2nd launch, tabulate the monthly cash flows for the next 12 months. (10 marks)

(b) if the relevant discount rate for such projects is 12% p.a., calculate the present value of the cash flows in (a). (5 marks)

(c) suppose the 2nd launch revenue is as projected. what is the present value of the 2nd launch revenue, using the same discount rate of 12%? (8 marks)

(d) what is the maximum price you would advise your company to pay for this development? substantiate your answer. (5 marks)

(e) compute the project IRR if the purchase price is $40m. (7 marks)

(f) suppose your company can secure financing to (i) pay off the oustaning liabilities & (ii) pay the projected construction costs in the next 12 mths. how would the irr of the project change if the cost of financing is 8% p.a.? estimate the levered irr (w/o using cash flows). (5 marks)

-clearly state any assumptions that you make-

question 3 (10 marks)

in feb 09, the 3-month singapore interbank offered rate (sibor), dived to 0.68% bringing it near the all time low of 0.63% reached in june 03. consequently, dbs & ocbc both offer a mortgage rate, under their sibor packages, of 2.43% p.a. & hsbc mortgage rate is 1.93% p.a.

given that the interest rate on cpf funds is 2.5% p.a., how would you advise a potential property buyer as to optimal loan & cpf amounts to utilize?

section b (choose any 1 question)
question 4 (20 marks)

the real estate investment trust (reit) industry in singapore went through a boom period prior to 08 when reits expanded aggressively through their yield accretive strategies & a painful preiod of 08 as the world economy underwent a credit crunch.

(a) using this recent experience, explain why leverage is a double-edged sword for a reit. (10 marks)

(b) how can the absence of asset acquistion by reits in 08 be explained by the credit crunch? (10 marks)

question 5 (20 marks)

private properties purchased after 1 sept 02 were subject to a new regulation that stipulates that the bank loan takes 1st priority in repayment over cpf refund. prior to 1 sept 02, cpf savings withdrawn for purchase must be repaid ahead of the outstanding housing loan.

(a) explain the rationale for this change. (8 marks)

(b) it has been conjectured that the change in regulation should result in lower mortgage loan rates. do you agree or disagree? why? (12 marks)

fuh!

i was like sweating over each & every questions upon asnwering them. i answered questions 1-4. i didn't know what i've written on the booklet were right or wrong. but i'm just hoping for the best. at least a pass please.

lucky that i manage to get 40% saved by having 33 marks. 60% is from this exam paper & i wonder how much marks i need for a pass? after calculated by jiahui, he said is 28.3 marks? is it true? please, put a pass on my grade.

2 more papers to go.

& i'm looking forward for the next 2 papers. gonna strive for the best that i can. even if i can't like what baby told me, "what past is a full stop". thanks baby for making me happy tonight. smooch!

will update you again after my next paper ya. =)

2 Papers Gone.. 3 More To Go..!

2009-04-26T01:21:00.002+08:00

currently, i'm taking a break from the half-time of the match between manchester united & tottenham spurs. and it's really disappointing coz in this first half, spurs have already win by giving 2 goals to the club. sucks! anyway, i hope manchester will recovery or maybe change some of the players. i really want them to win big just like the previous match with portsmouth. *pray*

well, 2 papers gone. 3 more papers to go! and i'm so so excited. coz you know that in this era, time flys very very super duper fast. and without me realising it, it has been a year already i'm pursuing my studies. which means, i still have another 2.5 years to go! hopefully life will be better then upon my graduation.

must thanks some people who give me the motivation for my studies. =)

i had english for academic purpose paper yesterday. sat in the exam hall for 2 hours 15 minutes during 3 parts of the paper - grammar editting, reading comprehension and essay. all the 3 parts have the same topic which is euthanasia. and i really wanna thank my english tutor for introducing this topic in class most of time by sharing all her experiences and knowledge. without her, i don't think i can do this coz at the beginning i have no idea what euthanasia is all about.

well, for some who yet to know what euthanasia is, it's simply means mercy killing in greek. *wink*

so, again sat in the exam hall today for my second paper which is my real estate management. i wanna do well for this paper coz i had past experience in this line as well. being kanchong (thanks to junhan. haha.), i went back to office yesterday after my paper, met my both managers asking for tips and additional info on certain chapters. and they really help me out - giving me the mosquitoes prevention book, T5 lighting information, energy-saving & more. thank you so much. appreciate it a lot.

so, how's the paper? it's a 2-hour paper. 1 compulsory question. choose 2 questions out of 3 then. here is the questions for all the questions.

(1) refer to article, "where noise-makers live side by side":
(a) do you think it is a good idea to have such developments in singapore where "troubles with the neighbours won't happen so often if the people living together share the same hobbies"? explain. (10 marks)
(b) as real estate manager, what selection criteria would you apply in selecting a tenant in this case? also, examine the issue of suitability of user vs. ability to pay rent - which is more appropriate? explain. (10 marks)
(c) what problems do you anticipate in managing this type of development? (20 marks)

(2) "a real estate manager is a jack of all trades, master of non". do you agree? why or why not? give examples to support your answer. suggest wats to enhance the image of the real estate management practice. (30 marks)

(3) while greenery of property is increasingly becoming important in maaging and maintaining a building, it also poses new challenges and issues. discuss. illustrate your answer with examples. (30 marks)

(4) you are appointed as the real estate manager of the upcoming integrated resort (IR), marina bay sands, which is a new type of urban place that integrates with the waterfront promenade with a grand, multi-leveled retail arcade combining civic space, shopping, indoor & outdoor spaces endowed with city skylines views, daylight & plat life, providing and abundance & variety of activities. it is a place that is vibrant & dynamic, a place that transforms form hr to hr, from day to night, and is evocative of the great urban places. it will feature three 50-storey hotel towers offering 360-degree views of the city & the sea, outdoor amenities for the hotel; an iconic arts & science museum on the promotory; 1 million sq feet of integrated waterside promenade & shopping arcade; a state-of-the art 1 million sq foot convention cenrter; two 2000 seat theaters; a casino; and a 4000 car garage. identity the types of crises that could arise in managing the ir & explain why. prepare a crisis management plan for the subject property. (30 marks).

thus peepz, what do you think? if you were in my shoes, which questions will you pick. question 1 is the compulsory question. anyway, i did questions 2 & 4. hope i can good grades for this coz i manage to get 18 out of 20 for my project! so happy.

oukaye then. gtg. the game has started. =)

Exams Period..!!!!!!

2009-04-22T21:15:00.004+08:00

i dunno if i should scream coz it's my exam period. yup! exams!

preparation? guess what? i only have learnt econs and english. sucks ryte! i'm giving extra effort on these two modules coz it's a close book exams. the rest of 3 modules are actually open-booked. thus, i dun have to spend more time memorizing those facts.

it's true closed book exams are better than open book coz you will simply find no answer in your books. but, in the flip side of the coin, it's better due not to having my mind to cramp all those facts and figures. otherwise, my mind will be explode.

and you know what? it reminds me of my poly moments exam period. shhhhh. it's top secret between me & my darlings (sheila, jiha & junhan) and not forgetting ronald too. it's really a risk taking efforts. haha. but afterall, we deserved the good and excellent scores based on our hard time studying together. and i miss that!! i miss studying together with them.

but, i'm looking forward to next semester, the new year, so called my 2nd year in nus. or maybe half-half. you know why? due to my exemption thingy. hahaha. but that's not my point.

me & jiha during the poly days.

and you know what. i gonna enjoyed my uni life from next semester onwards coz i gonna be in the same school with jiha again. in fact, same course as well. not sure if there's any modules that i can be with her but we'll try. no longer eating alone. no longer studying alone. i have partner now baby. hehe. so so excited. jiha, i can't wait to meet you in school next semester. *wink*

oukaye. end of memories. it will never stop once i've said it out. haha.

my exam time table?

24 apr 09 - english for academic purposes
25 apr 09 - real estate manangement
28 apr 09 - real estate finance
30 apr 09 - principles of economics
06 may 09 - gis for real estate

what i got to say about all those modules?

english - almost prepapred. got to practice more on such grammar editting.
management - i guess i gonna boost up my exam answer based on my working experiences as well.
finance - i hate this but i know i got to get over with it. so, wish me luck for this. need to really study this module.
economics - i have studied but not 100%. left 3 more chapters.
gis - i got lots of days to learn those chapters. thank god.

well, wish me luck for my exams. to those who are taking the exams as well, good luck to all of you.

p/s: i wanna congrats my dearest junhan for getting the interview round under smu in the course of business management. haha. finally, i can heard this happy mood. good luck for your interview my nightmare. =)

Rafidah's Farewell

2009-04-10T17:06:00.002+08:00

Rafidah & Me

this is a picture that i took together with rafidah.

a memory picture.

so what's my motive putting up this picture?

well, yesterday night we had a dinner farewell for her. not many people were there. just me & baby, she & her bf and not forgetting abg khalid. basically just the close ones. invited sheila & endy as well but they couldn't make it coz her mum is going back kampung.

oh my. kampung. so nice. so relaxing. how i wish i got kampung too. will definitely go back kampung on long weekends like today.

stop. back to the main topic. haha.

dinner was held at east coast park. it was rafidah & her bf first time there and they got mixed up with few others food centre. till she went the one at long beach and etc. haha. but lucky, everything goes on smoothly once i reached there. informing them the carpark. now i know, it's carpark E2. haha. and the name of the place is east coast park food village. haha.

so fidah, i hope u did enjoy yourself. =)

had big meal thru. we had seafood again. this time around, different stall from the one we ordered during baby birthday. and i'm glad that the taste is better this time around. we ordered bbq stingray (my favourite - yummy), kangkong, cereal prawn and sweet & sour squid. yummu yummy. i'm hungry man. i just feel like eating them now. haha. how i wish i have my own transport. can just proceed here & there if i'm bored or hungry. haha.

and yeah, i'm hungry now. haha.

we chit chat and everyone was full then. completed all dishes. best! syiok!

and i'm looking forward for such events again.

to fidah, congrats on your new job and i hope you love this new job. all the best and do keep in touch k? =)

Baby Birthday @ ECP

2009-04-05T21:46:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Sayang.

27 march 2009.

we celebrated baby birthday together with my darlings at east coast park lagoon seafood centre. the five of us together - me, baby, sheila & endy and not forgetting our dearest jiha as well.

we had lots of food. bbq stingray, beef kailan, cockles, sambal sotong, bbq chicken wings and satay. yummy. by the time, all of us were full. super damn full. and this is not over. coz we had the birthday cake cutting. had a small piece and the balance baby was to bring back home. at least he got his nephews to finish up. haha.

by right, we took lots of pictures but in the end, all the pictures were gone. due to my laptop hdd crash that day. so sad. but lucky still have these two pictures. one picture on him and the other picture on us.

me & baby.

baby, once again happy birthday to you. hopefully you didn't regret celebrating your mini birthday celebration with the rest of my darlings. and hope too that you like the present from them. it's a cap from tiltiest cap and polo tee.

upon going back home, baby feel so lucky. he smiled to himself and laughed to himself. haha. just that he feel appreciated. this year, he received not only present from me but also from my darlings and the colleagues. and i believe that it has been such a long time ever since he last celebrate his birthday.

don't worry baby. there will always be. every year. us. together. insya-allah.

5 Vitamins in a Relationship

2009-03-23T18:37:00.004+08:00

5 types of vitamins that are needed in a relationship

1. praise one another (puji-memuji)
couples have to practice this way, booster up each other happiness eventhough your partner is not in a mood. by, doing this, your partner realise that you are actually liking his or her way of doing things. be it small or big, no matter when or whatever reason, do praise your partner often.

2. appreciate each other (penghargaan)
your partner will be glad if you appreciate their work. like mentioned above, no matter how big or small he or she do to you, always appreciate their work. everytime your partner does something to you, appreciate them. although the events or activities that he or she did is too little to be appreciate. show it to them so that they know that you appreciate them. even if your partner didn't express that to you, make the first move eventhough you are a lady. your man will slowly follow your way of appreciating things.

3. attentive towards each other (perhatian)
this is every important. 70% of couples who look into each other when they are both talking, simply show how much they love each other. attention has to be given to your partner in whatever situation so that they know that you are in love with them and care for them even if you both are far apart.

4. mutual understanding (persefahaman)
if both you did not have any mutual understanding, how can both of you adapt to each other. behind a successful man, lies a woman. and same goes to the women. women will be much happier if their men will always understand them. always in fault is when the way men understand their women in a wrong way. simply because men are from mars, women are from venus. so, both have to understand each other and well as knowing where their strengths and weaknesses lies within them. do find alternative ways if the first way of trying to understand your partner didn't make it.

5. gratitude (permohonan)
in malay, bersyukur dengan apa yang ada. you have to be gratitude towards your partner coz most of your time are about him or her. you spent most of your hours thinking about you partner, missing your partner, talking with your partner and spending time with your partner. no matter how short the time is for couples to meet with each other, it is well being gratitude as well. and you will be glad having him or her as your partner eventhough you both is or has also faced many obstacles along the relationship. indeed, it makes you both a stronger person and stronger relationship as well.

*wink*

Happy Birthday Sayang.. Love..

2009-03-21T15:25:00.009+08:00

happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to hanafi..
happy birthday to you..

HAPPY 32ND BIRTHDAY BABY...!

finally, the time i have been waiting for. after a long time of preparing & planning for his birthday. although we didn't had much things to do, events happened simply simple but we did have fun.

once again, happy birthday sayang.. wishing you all the best in everything you do & may all your dreams come true. and hope that this birthday is better than years previously. and i pray for our long-last relationship so that i could celebrate your birthday again in years ahead.

everything start on the day before his birthday. i planned together with the colleagues to have a lunch treat. which falls on 12 march 2009. i managed to get a car & same goes to mike. we head to jurong point for lunch. fig & olive here we come.

it's to celebrate both jiahui & baby birthday.

11 march 09 - happy birthday jiahui!
13 march 09 - baby birthday.

and let me tell you this. the food is really nice & delicious. there is lunch set meal which cost $15.90 before gst & service charge of of course. choose within 3 types of main course & it comes together with the soup of the day & a soft-drink, tea or coffee.

both me & baby ordered the fish melted cheese. it's so nice. it's simply fish & chips set meal but there is a spoonful of melted cheese on top of the fishes. yummy! and even when i'm typing this down, i just feel like eating it again. shall we baby? i bet you that once you ate the meal, you will be like "sleepy". haha. coz, it's really filling.

p/s: we did took pictures when we were at fig & olive but it's in huimin's camera. haven't get the pictures yet from her & cailing as well. once i got it, will post it for sure.

after lunch - we head to one of the void-deck near office. we picked up the swensens ice cream that we ordered for desert. hehe. and it's really yummy. well, enjoyed the pictures below.

the ice-cream cake.

chocolate cake.

2 candles. one for my baby. one for jiahui. we can't have 57 candles ryte? hahaha.

all cailing's plan to put their middle name on the cake. jiajia still sounds not bad. but nana for my baby? it's really a girl's name. haha.

from left: huimin, cailing, jiahui.

from left: jiahui, skye, baby & mike (facing back of the camera).

cutting cake time.

jiahui cuts the cake.

candid jiahui & baby (looking at cailing's camera).

my honour birthday boys. oopz, they no longer boy already. should be men. hehe.

baby, muka maintain lah sayang. ahakz.

happy sayang i nie. hehe.

baby cuts the cake.

baby, i melted looking at your face. it always put a smile on my face. happy birthday baby!

last but not least - group photo. but sadly, didn't manage to get the picture together with the cake. gonna take from cailing the other photo coz hers have the cake as well in the picture.

well, everything goes on smoothly despite the last minute breaking news that huimin's grandmother passed away. and that's the reason why most of us were in black. coz we went to visit the wake after work then. even raja (our lighting contractor) was there by coincidence. hehe. so, we stayed there till around 7pm.

next plan.

baby met his friends at teh tarik. 2 of his friends. talk, laughter and jokes were there. around 9pm, we move off.

next.

we headed off to east coast lagoon to have satay. suddenly, i'm craving for satay. and in the car, both of us were talking about mee soto at 959 jw. delicious. and when i reached there, i had soto ayam & together with satay. yum yum.

wanted to sit down and relax at the beach but baby insisted. so, we move on to town. no sense of direction. no where to go. haha. by the time, it's already 1115pm. i parked at the padang carpark and we sit down there. baby settled his stuff with his conservancy contractor coz he will be away from 4 days going back kampung later on saturday. by the time when everything finished, he's back sitting in the car right next beside me & the time showed 1145pm. means, 15 more minutes. and it's countdown time for me.

1200am. 13 march 2009.

looking at baby and wish him happy birthday together with a birthday kiss. and at the same time, i sent out a birthday sms for him.

"happy 32nd birthday baby! may all your wishes come true & hope that this year birthday gives you much happiness that you need. enjoy your birthday! hope you didn't regret celebrating it with me. looking forward for upcoming years, celebrating with you again. and it'll be better insya-allah. stay young at heart & starting today, you'll look 23 instead of 32. ;-) love you baby. muacks! :-*"

baby replied to me verbally, "thanks baby".

next step. it's present time. and i can't wait to see his reaction upon giving him the present. hehe. it's something that he dream of having it. and now, he has it. hehehe.

i said, "baby, i can't buy you ps3 as what you wish but this is small token for me to you on your birthday. hope you like it."

baby was surprised that it's such a big present anyway. haha. but it's isn't big afterall. kotak jek besar. ahakz.

and the timing was just nice. my dedication for baby through class 95 went out through the radio.

"that song goes to hanafi. from sri. hanafi, wishing you happy birthday. may god bless you in everything you do. hopefully this year ahead gonna be better for you. stay young @ heart and i love you dear. hanafi, that's goes to you from sri."

baby smiled and said, "so touching".

great. just so great. everything goes on smoothly.

next. baby wanna opened up the present but i stopped him. i told him to read the card first which is placed on top of the box. i mean, one at a time. so, he goes on opening the card.

"to my dearest baby, abu hanafiah."

"for the man i love. i know that on your birthday you don't like a lot of fuss. and mushy, gooey sentiment just makes you want to cuss. i guess you might be happier if i would just ignore ya...."

"....but honey, that's impossible because i just adore ya! happy birthday."

the card is perfect. and baby loves the card indeed. great that he loves it.

so now (drumroll)..... it's present time. haha.

so, whay do you think is inside the box?

baby opened the box covered and was in total surprised! he opened & closed back. and opened again, cover his face with the box cover. and look at me. with a great smile. and long ear to ear smile. and he looked at me again. surprised. speechless.

"baby, you've spent a lot for this. you shouldn't have," he said to me.

"it's not a problem. i have already save my money every now and then to buy for you this. coz i know you wanna have this. in fact, i've started saving from the beginning when i'm with you. you don't have to worry. as long as you love it, i enjoyed it too", i replied to him

and it's........

yup, it's a psp just for you baby!

and so, it goes on me teaching him how to use the thing. a bit hard at first i know but you'll get used to it for sure. and again an again, he's just speechless & still surprised with it.

with the 2 kisses on my forehead, just melted me down.

baby, i love you so much that i willing to do anything for you. like the song, everything i do, i do it for you. hehe. how much i spent is not a problem for me. and i don't expect for any return as well baby. the only thing i want from you is your love & care for me. that's more than enough. coz i'm simply deeply in love with you sayang. i don't know how you do what you do, i'm so in love with you as mentioned by lonestar. it goes same to me. i just hope to be with you till end of time. whatever that makes you happy will make me happy too. that's love is all about anyway.

i know baby is speechless. the only thing he mentioned is "thank you" plus "so much". he really don't know what else to said. and he even mentioned, not only about thankful but also about gratitude.

i'm so touched by this words. thanks baby for all those. that's good enough to make me happy.

the way he look at me still fresh in my mind. and makes me to miss me so much when he's away to kampung for 4 days. gosh!

and now, when his back, it's just great to have him by my side again. i love you baby!

Sheila & Endy - Blossiming Love

2009-03-11T21:45:00.008+08:00

it has been such a long time i finally managed to find so much time to blog again. ahakz. blame all my projects that is coming to due date soon at the end of the month. and soon, in a mth time, i gonna face another examination mood. yup, my first paper falls on 24 april.

hmmm, anyway, i won't talk about myself in this entry. coz i wanna concentrate on what happened on 27 and 28 feb. at vivo. guess what?

do you know that there is such event happened during that time, supported by the newspaper?

and yes. i went there to take a look. give my fullest support. not for myself but for my dearest darling sheila & her fiance, endy. they took part in the "blossiming love" held at vivo. on 27 feb, it is the quarter-final round and congratulations to them coz they made it to the semi-final round the next day.

but sadly, they didn't made it to the final. i think one of the game pull their scores. but neverthelss, most importantly, both of you still in love with each other. =)

enjoy the pictures below.

27 feb 2009

these are all the couples that made it to the semi-final round.

sheila & endy on stage.

sheila & endy at the end of the event.

28 feb 2009

today is the day when all couples were given sponsor bridal clothes to wear during the event. and simply beautiful and handsome on both sheila & endy. although sheila didn't manage to get the bridal wear that she wanna (as it's based on first come first served basis & sizes), but she still look super pretty in that bridal clothes.

sheila on her post.

endy on his post.

sheila & endy 1.

sheila & endy 2.

sheila & endy 3.

sheila & endy 4.

there are 3 games that the couples have to play on this day.

1st - couples' hands & legs have to be tried together. they have to walk from one end to another, having a stalk of rose on their cheeks. they can't used their hands after they stepped out the white line. and i think during this game, they lose out coz they dropped the rose 2 times.

2nd - the couples will be blind folded. the ladies will sit down randomly. one by one the guy will out to the stage and they have to touch every woman hands. from there, they have to say out whether that woman is their partner. and surpringly, all of them manage to tell just by the touch of the hand. hahaha. power of love huh.

3rd - the guys will be sitting down this time around. but the guy have to fold their pants so that the ladies will touch their carf (i dunno how to spell that out) and from the touch as well, the ladies will be out one by one to tell if he is the right partner. at this stage, one of the ladies got it wrong.

anyway, had lots of fun. there are videos taken as well. but since it takes longer time, maybe some other day then i will post it here. =)

that's all folks.

anyway, before i sign off, i would like to wish my ex-colleague, jia hui aka road runner, jumbo a happy birthday and hopefully your day will be better ahead.

and to huimin, i'm sorry to hear about your grandma. i hope you are doing fine. stay strong ya. tkcare darling.

so tomorrow gonna be a big day for me. celebrating jia hui & baby birthday. and of course, after work i gonna go out with baby and we will celebrate it together. =)

I'm Sorry.. And I Love You..

2009-03-02T00:05:00.005+08:00

sometimes we just didn't realise that we hurt our loved ones' feelings. neither do i.

sometimes we just couldn't bother to give in and take in terms of a situation. neither do i.

sometimes we just don't understand each other when matter arised. neither do i.

sometimes we just didn't know how to show to our partners on how much we need them in our life. neither do i.

nevertheless, i do love you baby. and wanna be with you till the end of time. hoping that one day, god will answer our prayers. i'm sorry if i've hurt your feelings. afterall, you know and aware that i love you for sure.

muacks!

Amazed

2009-02-26T23:01:00.004+08:00

amazed - lonestar

everytime our eyes meet
this feeling inside me
is almost more than i can take
baby when you touch me
i can feel how much you love me
and it just blows me away
i've never been this close to anyone or anything
i can hear your thoughts
i can see your dreams

i don't know how you do what you do
i'm so in love with you
it just keeps getting better
i wanna spend the rest of my life
with you by my side
forever and ever
every little thing that you do
baby i'm amazed by you

the smell of you skin
the taste of your kiss
the way you whisper in the dark
your hair all around me
baby you surround me
you touch every place in my heart
oh it feels like the first time every time
i wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

i don't know how you do what you do
i'm so in love with you
it just keeps getting better
i wanna spend the rest of my life
with you by my side
forever and ever
every little thing thta you do
baby i'm amazed by you

every little thing that you do
i'm so in love with you
it just keeps getting better
i wanna spend the rest of my life
with you by my side
forever and ever
every little thing that you do
oh, every little thing that you do
baby i'm amazed by you

baby.. this song is specially dedicated for you. on behalf of my love for you. wishing every single day will be just you and me in this world. wishing time will remain constant when you are by my side. wishing everything just seems so perfect. and for sure, every single beat of my heart, never it fails to beat your name on it. love you baby.

Cinta

2009-02-22T20:55:00.002+08:00

cinta.

cinta itu menpunyai pelbagai tafsiran. ada yang bahagia dengan cinta. ada yang sensara kerana cinta. ada pula yang perlukan pengorbanan demi cinta. memang payah. bukan mudah untuk mengenal pasti apa ertinya cinta.

kata orang cinta untuk seseorang pasti akan luput di suatu hari kelak. tapi cinta untuk Tuhan yang Maha Kuasa akan pasti terus bersemi, bertakhta di hati ini.

tetapi Tuhan telah menjadi manusia adam & hawa. yang pastinya ada pasangan untuk setiap insan. dan pasangan itu disatukan melalui cinta. cinta yang tulus, ikhlas & suci.

cinta. cinta. cinta.

memang payah untuk ditafsirkan. ada yang mengerti akan maksud cinta itu lalu pasangan kekasih itu akan selalu digelombang rindu antara satu sama lain. ada pula insan yang sering menitiskan butir-butir mutiara jernih kerana cinta yang sengsara. dan ada pula yang sanggup korbankan apa sahaja untuk sang kekasih.

alangkah indanya jika cinta itu murni, berwarna-warni seumpama pelagi. tetapi tanpa susah payah dalam sebuah percintaan, maka tidak lengkaplah sebuah kehidupan itu.

namun, percayalah. Tuhan itu tidak akan memberi rintangan & cubaan pada hambaNya tanpa alasan. dan Tuhan juga tidak akan memberi kesusahan itu di luar batasan seorang insan. kerana Tuhan itu lebih mengetahui betapa kuat kesabaran seseorang insan itu untuk menempuhi liku-liku kehidupan ini. itulah kehidupan. kehidupan ini memang penuh dengan onak duri. bersabarlah jika anda salah seorang yang diberikan cabaran-cabaran itu.

"Ya Allah. kau berikanlah aku kekuatan, kesabaran yang mencukupi untuk melalui cubaan kehidupan ini yang telah kau berikan kepadaku. aku reda dengan segala pemberianmu ini."

Early February Stories

2009-02-08T23:42:00.014+08:00

february has come. and for the past 8 days in the month of february, lots of things have happened. one thing at a time.

first.

finally. after 1 week & 2 days i didn't meet my baby, i managed to meet him last friday. the main point is to meet him coz i really really miss him. only god knows how much i miss him. i drove up to his place & pick him up. we then had supper at west coast but somehow i lost my appetite when the food wasn't that nice. baby nagged at me for not eating & i keep on having this habit to keep an empty stomach. i know you care for me baby. but i really can't eat at that point of time.

but then, i said to him that i feel like playing pool. and so we did. baby said there's this place at west coast too, where the place is open 24hours. so, we proceed there straight after that.

baby - pro in pool.

oukaye. can't compared both me & him. he has played this game longer than i do. lebih banyak asam garam on the tactics. haha. anyway, the last time i played pool was like years ago. i think 2 years ago. oh no. all my skills da karat already.

played few games. i think 5-6 games. first 2 games of mine were bad. but subsequently, games became more thrilling. manage to win my baby in few other games. haha. so, results? draw! =)

after the game, we went to our normal place to relax ourselves. baby knew that i'm hungry so he offered to accompany me for another late supper. ahakz. and since baby teringin nak makan at ktm, we went there. i had mee goreng & baby had his banana flitters & other kuih muih. he's forte anyway.

thanks baby for the night. love ya till bits. muacks!

second.

birthdays. lots of birthdays are happening on this few days.

i gonna take this opportunity to wish the following happy birthday. here are your birthday wish.

charmaine - 9 feb.
happy birthday to you. it has been a great pleasure to know you for few months. met you in the office. look so decent. but yet, a nice lady. enjoy your birthday especially with your loved ones around you. all the best in everything you do.

i message charmaine happy birthday, including on behalf of my baby. and wanna know what she replied? "hey! thank you so much! it's so sweet tat u rmbed. :) rmb to invite me to your wedding okay? haha. have a great week ahead. :)"

wedding? unlike sheila lah. confirm getting married this year. me - not any sooner. unless my baby wanna masuk minang tml. haha.

shahir - 9 feb.
known you since secondary 3 i think. despite in the same school since secondary 1 but somehow we get close to each other only by then. nevertheless, after secondary school moments, we both went to our separate ways & seldom contact each other. however, hereby i wish you happy birthday as well. may you succeed in everything you do too.

ashraf - 6 feb.
happy 11th birthday to you ashraf. well, don't be naughty k? listen to both your parents. study smart. and makes others proud of yourself k? and hope that you like the birthday presents from me. and also you've enjoyed your birthday celebration yesterday.

ibu 5 feb.
happy 43rd birthday. do stay young at heart so that we can always be close, understanding each other. good luck. may you enjoyed your birthday with your loved ones. semoga murah rezeki, dipanjangkan umur, dikuatkan semangat & dilemparkan rezeki yang berlipat ganda. amin.

and yesh. so we celebrated my mum birthday on thursday. unfortunately, we didn't manage to celebrate that early. coz she is working till evening. and i had tuition as well. finished around 9pm. then both my parents have to attend a talk from delta because my youngest sister was nominated to take part in youth olympic next year. so, eveything ended around 10pm. once i'm done with my tuition, we dropped by lot 1 to buy a birthday cake. since no one is at home, i can bring home without anyone notice. then, we all decided to have dinner or supper at pasar pandan, jb.

below are all the pictures.

birthday mum.

my dad.

me & senduk. sheila, remember this action? hahaha. just wanna pull your legs. =)

my 2nd sister.

my youngest sister - she's bored waiting for the food. tak leh sabar tul. haha.

we ordered seafood stuff from this shop called "tomyam & seafood". with all those dishes, guess how much we paid in total? it's only RM68. cheap ryte? and the taste also not bad afterall. next time can open table there. haha.

fried egg & tomyam seafood soup.

seabass cooked with 3 taste (siakap masak 3 rasa).

tumeric fried chicken (ayam goreng kunyit).

kangkong belacan.

soon, all of us were full.

but it didn't stop there.

once we reached home, my mum quickly went into her bedroom coz it's already 1am. she preparing herself to sleep. she even switch off the room lighting already. by then, the rest of us, gave her a surprise with the birthday cake. from her reaction, i know that she was surprised!

ibu & cake.

the birthday cake.

check out the video. sorry that you have to compete the audio from both here & my blog's song. =)

happy birthday ibu!

oukaye. end. next topic.

fidah did leave a message about kids. and i feel like blogging about it then. thanks darling for giving me that idea. hahaha.

i thank god for making my life happy & cheerful with the existence of my cousins. i'm the oldest grandchild for my father's side and thus most of my cousins are still young. and the youngest is 2 years old. and upcoming in 7-6 more months, i will have another 2 more cousins. and of course i'm happy.

it's true fidah. babysitter sound nicer & better. hahaha. training sekarang. sokz lusa da senang. haha.

i love to watch the kids play, sing, talk, eat, sleep. they are just so lovely. no matter how angry you are, how busy you are, how stressful you are, once you looked at them, they make your day brighter. they just couldn't stop to make me smile. that's why i love spending time with them. if possible everyday. it makes all my worries goes away.

and now i know why couples were so so so happy when they find out that the wife is pregnant. i just can't imagine later when it's my turn to face that. with my beloved husband & upcoming child, i'm sure my marriage will be much happier. kata orang tua-tua, anak tu merupakan keceriaan rumahtangga. amin.

last saturday i slept over my aunt place ryte? so, below were the pictures i took with my youngest cousin. he's just so cute. love him. very photoginic as well. pantang ambil gambar. hahaha.

dameer manja.

me & dameer posing 1.

me & dameer posing 2.

me & dameer posing 3.

me & dameer posing 4.

period about dameer.

beside dameer. another kids who makes me happy are my tuition kid & his brother & sister. they are all very manja with me. especially his brother. sometimes will just lie down on my shoulder & lap. and surprisingly, during my previous tuition, his sister asked a kiss from me. they really makes me happy. great to layan them although they are all very active.

me & ashraf.

me & ilhan (his brother).

me & yasmin (his sister).

ashraf, me & yasmin.

the 3 happy kids.

they just loved each other so much.

just one more.

i'm waiting for the time when i'll meet my baby nephews & niece. and i'm looking forward to play with them & get to know them. insya-allah. one day if god permits. =)

Malacca Trip

2009-02-04T21:23:00.019+08:00

as promised. my photo collection on my malacca trip during cny holiday. so, here it is.

sunday morning. head to jb for breakfast. at singgahselalu. near danga bay. it's super expensive now. as day passes by, it's getting more expensive.

the two sisters before eating our breakfast.

wani with her breakfast.

me and my food.

end of breakfast. we then proceed to pontian. my dad's friend house. he wanna have the feeling of having kampung. we spent about few hours there. had lunch there as well. thanks to them for serving as well.

wani at the balcony.

me at the balcony posing twice. =)

my parents having fun.

me & my mum. but somehow got somebody extra. haha.

funny faces of the two sisters.

done with that, we proceed to my uncle place at ulu tiram. and since, we were still unsure whether to head to malacca, we had one night there instead. till 12pm the next day, we "check-out" from his place and decided to travel to malacca. what's else as a holiday right? so, we went to jusco to bought the map in case of any lost track in the driving. hahaha.

basically, my dad drove all the way till machap stop-over. had our lunch there before continuing our journey.

me & my nescafe. to keep me awake.

my sister posing.

and thanks to my dad for giving me the experience driving at the highway. somehow, it's easier to drive at highway because of the staright road. but it's difficult to get the momentum on the go. at one point you speed, and at another point you have to change the lane due to some drivers drove faster than you do. then, have to pick up again. but once you have the feel of it, everything is easy for you. yippy. i have such lots of fun driving.

i even drove from malacca-ayer hitam-jb when going back home. i've the experience driving long distance. and in which, we can plan another holiday. i mean with my darlings. yahoo!

reached at malacca around 4pm on morning. and by coincidence, on that day, the eclipse of the sun can be seen. and we manage to see a little through.

sun eclipse 1.

sun eclipse 2.

we head to crocodile farm. but action only. just take picture from outside. hahaha.

my sister & i.

my mum.

sisters at dataran sejarah. just opposite crocodile farm.

wani & mum at dataran sejarah.

sisters posing at signboard.

next stop at town of malacca. head to quayside. took lots of pictures there.

quayside.

the ship of malacca.

my parents at quayside.

mum.

me.

my parents at kincir air kesultanan melayu melaka.

me at kincir air kesultanan melayu melaka.

since it's chinese new year, malacca had their tourists attraction where they placed all their tourist attraction places into min lighting thingy. just look at the pictures below. they were beautifully done.

my parents with the dragon and menara taming sari.

me with the dragon & menara taming sari.

menara taming sari is something like our tiger view thingy located at sentosa. it cost RM20 per adult & RM10 for children.

me & the dragon.

my mum alone.

my mum with dragon.

my parents with the eye of malaysia.

me with the eye of malaysia.

the eye of malaysia was newly shifted to malacca. previously, it was placed at KL. i took it there instead. still the same so we didn't took it this time around.

well, i'm not sure what building is this. haha. my parents though.

kampung in malacca. nice.

my parents with the kampung.

my parents with the mosque.

me with the mosque.

i'm not sure what mosque is this. but maybe, it's the oldest mosque but doesn't seems alike. hmmmm.

mum with kereta lembu.

as if i'm holding it by real.

the clock tower.

what do you think is this? i have no idea eiher.

menara taming sari. night view.

that's the end of day 1 at malacca.

surprisingly, we didn't manage to find a hotel. actually there is but somehow my mum doesn't want coz she said it's expensive plus have nothing comes with it either. so guess where we had our night sleep?

well, we slept in the car at klebang beach & puteri beach. you know something? when i was at klebang beach, i felt as if i'm near to my baby. coz across the road is where baby's kampung is. so near yet so far. sigh. if only i'm alone, i would drove along the small road to find him. haha.

day 2.

but of course we had clean ourselves before having our breakfast. adalah caranya. *wink*

my parents & wani at independence museum thingy.

light & sound.

so called bus-stop.

my parents & wani at "bus-stop".

wani at phone booth.

wani at phone booth again.

me at phone booth.

action calling sape jek tu.

i saw this tree nearby there. and there's speciality to this tree.

a notice mention that this tree cannot be cut down regardless of what condition.

my mum, wani & a stranger at dahtaran pahlawan staircase. this stranger just wanted to join in. so, let him be.

me at outside dahtaran pahlawan.

my mum & wani outside dahtaran pahlawan.

me alone.

while we were there, selamat pagi malaysia was having shooting as well.

the beca used in malacca to travel tourists.

istana kesultanan melaka signboard placed outside the heritage trail.

my mum.

the entrance. suppose to be paid RM2 per adult but since we entered before their opening hours, it's free. but of course, only at the exterior. we can't enter into the istana.

my mum at the entrance.

the istana view 1.

my parents at outside istana.

my parents outside istana view 2.

istana kesultanan melaka.

istana view 2.

the signboard.

the bridge.

my mum at the bridge.

my sis at the pond.

me at the pond.

this is the tandak used by the malays usually during the wedding by the malays.

me and the tandak.

the tiles.

a'famosa.

lion dance for the shooting outside a'famosa.

me at a'famosa.

me at a'famosa 2.

me at staircase up to a'famosa upper level.

the tiles at a'famosa.

my mum at the top of a'famosa.

the car used in the olden days.

then, we proceed to makam hang jebat.

my mum & me at the signboard.

my mum at makam hang jebat.

me outside makam hang jebat.

when we were driving back out to malacca, we saw this waterfall.

man-made waterfall.

before we went back home, we proceed to ayer hitam to buy all the kerepek. then meet my uncles & aunties lagi at giant tampoi. what a tiring day.

that's all the diary at malacca.

signing off.

Happy Weekends

2009-02-02T23:49:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum to all my muslims peeps. and hello to my non-muslims friends.

it has been such a long time ever since i last blog an entry. since the chinese new year. yup. coz i was out of town during that long weekends.

well, me & my family went to pontian, ulu tiram, malacca & ayer hitam during the cny holiday. how about you? oukaye, i admit. i owe you all pictures on my trip. i will but not today. i gonna save another entry when i'm completely free to blog about my trip oritey?

*crack* i just crack my backbone. tired the whole day. i went out for lunch. then went for tuition. once i reached home, i was so tired that eventually fall asleep for a while till 7pm. woke up. took a bath. had dinner. and start doing my school work. my english assignment. my gis assignment. followed by printing all the lecture notes for this week. and lastly, spring cleaning. filing. and finally, it's all done! weee...

so, how did you spend your weekends? i didn't manage to meet up with my baby. miss his existence a lot. but what to do? hanya tuhan saja yang tahu. all i hope that despite we're been far, we're still near to each other, in our heart. insya-allah. i love you baby.

my weekends were shared with lots of stories. first of all, i slept over my aunt place at punggol. being closed to them & being my best aunt & uncle, they also shared me with a surprise.

wanna know what is it?

in 7 months time, i will be having another cousins. yup! she's now 2 months pregnant. congatulations cik na & cik li.

i'm super duper happy. i just love to play with kids & babies. even i help her upon the growing of dameer (the youngest cousin & her youngest son currently). i watch him grow day by day. help him with the bath, changing of pampers, etc. they were just too cute. and seeing them happy, makes me happy either. and that's exactly what will happen to all mums too isn't it?

and not only her. my another aunt is also pregnant. slightly earlier than cik na. congratulations to cik yati & cik hamzah.

wow! more and more cousin. increasing family members. longer & wider family tree. hahaha. things will be exciting. but later once i'm working or married & i have to give ang pao money during hari raya, bankrupt! hahaha. just kidding. they spend on me a lot either & how could i say this isn't it? hahaha.

actually, i slept over at her place due to 2 reasons:
(1) watch manchester united vs. everton match
(2) watch australia open (final: nadal vs. federer)

neverthless, i only manage to watch the soccer match. coz when australia open was shown live in the cable, we were out. all of us, went over to tampines mall to find food and then proceed to visit my nenek sedara who just recover from stroke few months ago.

so, on saturday night, 3 families (mine, cik na & cik ana's family) meet over at cik na place & had dinner together at simpang bedok. my food came first so i managed to finish my food faster. then, when it comes to cik ana's food, fara (her youngest daughter) was sleeping. so, becoming a "maid" for a time being. fara sleep in my arm instead. everyone were teasing me. "tkpe fiqah. practice. nanti tak lama lg tu. skrg baru skali skala. nanti anak sendiri hari2." oh no! i was embrassed. haha.

since there is a match, i decided to sleep over my aunt place instead. watching the match but feel frustrated. disappointing match. but still happy coz man utd won the match with the score of 1-0 over everton by penalty kick. that's what i mean, if there is no penalty kick, the game will be draw then. sigh.

that's ronaldo. his expression right after he scored the penalty goal making man utd 1-0 to everton.

next.

australia open.

i was hoping to watch the match but fat hope. didn't manage through. but baby was kind enough to update me with the score. thanks baby. nadal won the match. yahoo! my darling nadal. now, he still 1st in the world tennis ranking. and followed by federer. even if federer were to win in that match, they both will have the equal ranking actually. but congratulations to nadal!

nadal with the winning trouphy.

nadal.

federer in tears when he know that he didn't make it in this match still.

nadal hug federer. so sweet of you, nadal.

speaking about nadal, baby is also my nadal. there's story behind it. he got his long name, "abu rafael brad hanafiah nadal pitt". he put that name himself. haha. he thinks he is nadal & brad pitt too. perasan! hahaha. but whatever it is, you are still hanafiah - the man in my heart who i love so much. muacks!

hmm. what's next.

oh ya. friday's night! it was freaking friday. and people who know me, i won't sit still at home on friday especially. i gonna be dead due to boredom. haha. so, what happened? me, sheila & endy were out to jb. yup! jb! believe that? we had so much fun. buying our home groceries. buying stuff. were looking for a belt for myself but couldn't find anything interesting. then, had dinner. chappati, roti naan & mee goreng pattaya at pandan city. wow! superb!

and thank godness, it wasn't jam at all. haha. so jiha, if you were to read this, please do make your passport asap. then we all can drop by jb together. hehehe.

baby was suppose to follow too but last minute he said that he got some family matters to settle. so, i can't say much. left the 3 of us.

oukayelah. time to sign off already. gonna have my sleep. tomorrow another day in school. and tuition as well. take care. and i promise to post on my cny trip asap. =)

My Mobile Phones

2009-01-21T23:11:00.006+08:00

i was scanning through the advertisements on mobile phones which are on promotion. and of course, i gonna buy phone together with contract. coz that is definitely cheaper than buying a phone without contract. was eye-ing on few phones. but finally, i fall in love with this particular phone.

anyway, before i gonna mention to you which phone am i talking about, i just gonna recalled back those memories. memories on all the mobile phones that i've used before. i know that i love to change mobile phones every now & then. if i could still remember how long all those mobile phones below last with me, i will mentioned as well. hahaha. check it out.

below are all the mobile phones that i've used before.

handphone model: nokia 3310
lasted for: 2002-2003

this is my 1st handphone. and when this hp was launched, i was only 15 years old. yes, i'm in sec 3 by then. i still remember that i bought this hp together with my dad at northpoint. and the best part, it's at a shop called telestation. and you know what? this shop is the company that i'm working with right now. haha. what a small world. coincidence.

but this hp is still the best. coz, no matter how many times i dropped the hp, it is still in good working condition.

but i let it go, soon when 3315 launched in the market.

handphone model: nokia 3315
lasted for: 2003-2003

same function just like n3310. the only different is just that particular design of the keypad.

handphone model: nokia 3610
lasted for: 2004-2004

among all the hp, actually i love this one. very slim. very handy. nice for a lady to use it. plus, the light is in white instead of yellow for the previous 2 hps. i really take good care of this hp. till i bought so many original housing (if i'm not mistaken i bought 6 different colours). coz they were cheap selling at harvey norman at this point of time.

eventually, my cousin used the same hp. when i changed my hp, i gave the rest of the housing to my cousin.

handphone model: nokia 7250i
lasted for: 2004-2005

at this point of time, everyone is addicted with colour-screen hp. remember that? yup, same goes to me. i went on upgrading my line to get this 1st colour-screen hp. i still remember when people keep on saying that if you can afford to buy colour-screen hp, means you are rich. hahaha. anyway, the rich is my parents lah. not me. can't denied, all the hp were all being purchased with my parents cash.

handphone model: nokia 7610
lasted for: 2005-2006

when it comes to colour-screen hp, this is my favourite handphone. very durable. i dunno how many times it drop. at the same time, i love the design of the leaf as well. when i first launched, i already fall in love with the hp.

p/s: i still have this handphone.

handphone model: n70
lasted for: 2006-2007

when nokia come out with n-series hp, it's considered expensive but the features they have in the hp were superb. everything is there. and it really worth the money anyway.

p/s: i still have this hp as well.

handphone model: n95
lasted for: 29 september 2007-current

and with this hp, i dare to say that i really really love this hp. one of my favourite as well. even now, when i wanna change hp, i feel so relunctant to trade-in or sell his hp. i gonna keep this hp for sure! and even i still don't think that there's good hp as n95 yet.

and another point is that, this is my 1st hp which i bought with my own money. my attachment money. when you used your own money, you know how treasure it is to your life. hahaha.

i know. i know. i keep on changing hp every year. and i can say that this is also the 1st hp which lasted for more than a year. for all the other hps, once i'm eligible to upgrade my line, i will change my hp. hahaha.

if following ranking to my favorite hp, it will be as follow:
(1) n95
(2) n7610
(3) n70
(4) n7250i
(5) n3610
(6) n3310
(7) n3315

n95 is still the best. best hp indeed. haha.

and if i were given a choice to change my hp any time sooner.....

handphone model: e71

for sure, it's different features than n95. coz n95 is more on casual use. but e71 is more business use. i like the design. but one thing that stop me from buying the hp is the keypad. kinda small for my fingers to type on it.

but there's also another hp which i thought of buying.

handphone model: nokia 5800 xpress music

firsth nokia touch-screen phone. very nice.

handphone model: n79

this features of this hp is almost the same as n95. that's what makes me tempting to get this hp instead.

sigh. hp. will keep on improving based on technology every now & then. if i could remember when i was studying business it in poly, technology will change every 18 months. wow! means, every 18 mths you will keep on changing hp. hahaha.

insya-allah. alau ada lebih rezeki, i will change to something that worth the money for sure.

Kepak Bing Bing

2009-01-20T20:52:00.004+08:00

i'm currently watching suria. it's "kepak bing bing".

it is very funny talk show. coz there are lots of jokes being put up by all the 3 host. nevertheless, this show is actually good to be watch by couples who are getting married as well for those who have eventually get married too. don't forget the singles. the singles can also learn from this talk show, putting better knowledge about marriage life.

today topic on the show is about money. whether the husband has to inform the wife how much he brings back home. whether the wife should asked for lots of stuff from her husband. whether husband have to give money & jewellery to both mum & wife. it's very subjective issue. very sensitive too. depends on how a person see the issue.

so, how about you?

me?

i don't believe in woman saying "your money is my money. my money is my money". first of all, i believed that once you get married, you are atually gonna live together with your another half. in which, things between both of you shouldn't be in keeping any secrets. and not forgetting, both husband & wife have to share everything including wealth, ideas. and afterall, the kids also part of the sharing. when there's sharing, there's helping as well. both husband & wife should help each other in household chores. in that way, it could strengthen the bond with each other.

oh no. if talking about my views, i bet i gonna elaborate it way too much. so, i gonna stop here.

next topic, please.

oh ya. in 6 months time, i will be getting another cousin. my aunt is expecting 3 months already & i'm very happy for her. in my father side, i'm the oldest grandchild. and with this youngest grandchild coming up soon, the gap between us is 22 years. oh no! just like mum & child. haha.

my darlings know how much i'm into kids & babies. i just love to be with them although they are very hyperactive. coz their happiness, the way they live and play around really cheer me up. i spent so much time taking care of my currently youngest cousin who is 2 years old. from the day he was born, i always went over my aunt place & watch him grow up. thus, the only time i'll wait is my own kids. seeing my own kids grow up.

and yeah, my uncles all have been asking me, when will i get engaged. ahakz. what a question. coz i don't have the answer. insya-allah, alau ada jodoh tkkn ke mana. my father side mostly know who is my boyfriend already. just left till the time to come for my baby to meet the rest of the family. insya-allah.

next week is chinese new year. majority of the singaporeans will be celebrating with joy. and those non-singaporeans, they will be either going back to their hometown.

despite baby being non-chinese (haha), he will be going back kampung on this coming saturday. and i gonna be damn lonely for sure. darling sheila is going for holiday to genting with her fiancee & his parents. in which, i left with darling jiha & brother jun han.

baby, i gonna miss you for sure. sigh.

school has been past for a week. so far, everything goes on smoothly. i love my current semester. hoping for more of this kind of semesters to come in the future.

eh wait. gadis melayu, performed by othman hamzah.

i love this song as well. talking about how attractive malay girls are. so, admit malay girls are attractive right? hahaha.

oukaye then. back to the blog entry.

baby, fidah has already pass her test. and she now holding a driving licence. so, when will be your turn? when will be my turn to sit at the opposite of driver side? don't give up from your previous failures ya. i believe you can do it with me around. haha. just kidding. you can do it baby! and you will. quickly book the theory tests oukaye? i'll always be there by your side to guide you along if you need me for sure. what a girlfriend is all for right?

and yeah. he's already sleeping now. dream of me oukaye? hahaha.

oukaye lah then. guess gonna go now. otherwise, i won't stop entry-ing.

p/s: there's man utd match later at 12am. happy watching for those who watch. =)

Congratulations

2009-01-19T01:04:00.003+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO RAFIDAH...!!!

yup. finally. congrats darling.

now, it's not only me who has driving licence. it seems that fidah will now have to compete her family car among the rest. haha. it's oukaye sayang. if ada rezeki, you'll have one soon k? and by then, ringan-ringankanlah nak tumpang me alik umah k? hahaha. just kidding.

well, i told you before that i'm sure you're able to make it this time round. it worth all your hard work, effort. and i know how happy you are when you got to know the results. i've been in your shoes too. and i know exactly how the mixture of feelings in here, in ourself before the test, during the test & after the test.

alhamdulilah. dengan berkat doa semua orang, you did it!

congratulations once again. =)

Pretty Much Update

2009-01-16T00:04:00.004+08:00

pening - ezlynn feat. dato m. kilau

lewat malam baru kau pulang

ke mana kau menghilang

merayau entah ke mana

kenapa awal tak kau bilang

kalau tak kan ku luang

masa untuk bersama

nak katakan dah benci

tidak

nak katakan ku sangsi

tidak

hanya mencari ketulusan hati antara kita

mungkin kau mudah marah

tidak

atau hanya melatah

tidak

memang benar bila dikatakan cinta itu buta

chorus

peningku fahami dirimu

peningku mengikut rentakmu

namun bila jarang ketemu

rindu pula bermain di mindaku

mungkin cara kita berbeza

yang sama hanya rasa cinta

berlawanan tingkah dan selera

lebih mudah ku ikutkan saja

di situ peningku kan bermula

hujung minggu puas ku cari

gagal kau ku hubungi

talian tak bernada

mungkin kot tak sampai pesan

ku bersinar dengan teman

alkisah wanita

nak kata ku cemburu

iya

fikiran tak menentu

iya

mungkin kau belum ku kenali dengan sepenuh-penuhnya

apa kau kecil hati

iya

perhatian ku teralih

iya

memang sukar kerana kunci hatimu belum terbaca

orang kata kita bagai tanduk bersendi daging

namun cinta masih bagai hempedu lekat di hati

when i heard this song being played in my mp3 just now, i laughed to myself. coz, it's really hit the jackpot on me, my situation right now. my darlings will know better than. read the lyrics. understand the underlying meaning behind every single words. and you'll understand. right my darlings?

well, i don't wanna talk too much about that. i know there's a lot of updates to be done about myself. so, where should i start?

firstly, about my school.

i started school yesterday. frankly speaking, i was damn dragging myself to school during the last semester. wanna know why? coz all the modules are sucks except for one which is my urban planning. the one & only module under real estate. so, out of 6 modules i took last semester, imagine if i have to come to school to attend lectures & tutorials to those modules that i doesn't have interest in. sucks right? i know.

but, this semester. great news. i'm looking forward to school every single day. although i still hate the bidding system, but at least, all modules are under real estate faculty. and i'm so happy about it. real estate & me. just of my favours. even those unrestricted modules, i took those under my faculty. to me, i rather take something which i like & can be used in the future for my upcoming jobs isn't it?

thus, there are 5 modules this semester. less of one.

(a) english for academic purposes [i have to take this module because i failed their english test which i have to take before i enter school just because i came from poly & doesn't have a level english cert]

(b) real estate management [guess what? reminds my days in hktc. miss them all. miss the job scope even. and i hope i could score well for this module. coz i've taken them in poly. and the best part, i have the hands-on already. great.]

(c) real estate finance [my favourite & i even thought of majoring in this track in year 3. plus, i've taken this module too in poly. in the lecture, talks about town council using sinking fund, sub-prime crisis. i'm really fortunate that i've already go through all these.]

(d) principles of economics [great too coz i've taken this during my poly days. and best part, exams constitute of mcq questions. marvellous. and i have my friend from jc, dana, who took up econs in jc. so, i have a help desk within my reach.]

(e) geographical information system for real estate [this is consider my unrestrictive module but i just bidded this module using 1 point. great. i don't have to waste much point. and my other balance points can be used for those other modules which require for me to graduate. interesting module anyway. learn this a little bit during my urban planning last semester & i even used it in iras during attachment last time. but with this software, you wouldn't know that there's actually a lots of fun playing with it.]

see, isn't that great? all are real estate. except for the econs & eng. anyway, those are compulsory modules. but yet interesting modules. which are somehow related to real estate. you need to be good in english as business language. and you need econs to support your facts & further prediction too. so, i'm super ready for school this time around. welcome back to school. =)

enough of school.

second update. relationship.

not about mine. but it's about my friend. who is my schoolmate now & also during my secondary school days. i gonna say that i pity her coz i totally understand her situation right now. coz i've gone through, be in her shoe before. just few months back indeed.

my friend, hani, has a bf who is currently serving his national service. things happened. because of her sister, and eventually her mum disagree on their relationship. her mum will get angry whenever she said out his name. and indeed her mum wanna her break it the relationship immediately. one of the reason is about marry up instead of down. i really hate this reason. i had this too. it's super stupid to me. i understand that marry up will somehow make your future brighter with more cash but think again will money brings in happiness?

hani, i really understand how you feel. i went through that stage & it sucks big time. even worst, tears flow continuous. feeling like the whole world collapse on you. but i know you are strong. you know what is the best for yourself. i know you have make up your mind. stay strong to it k? i'll always be here to wish for the best for you & your bf. good luck. remember my words, what i've told you this afternoon.

sad.

p/s: suddenly, i tend to remember those moments. oh no. time to put that away. it's my past. and i shouldn't turn back. i have my future ahead of me right now. my baby. my darlings. my family. my school. my future job.

third update. my bro - jun han.

things didn't work out well with his eyes. he was caught with eye infection. and it shift from one eye to another. 2 days ago, he went for an operation on his right rye. things get better & i hope the best for him. nevertheless, there is a scar due to the operation and leading him to have triple eyelid instead. don't worry. you still look ugly. haha. just kidding, bro.

but the sad part is, this left eye start to have the same now. means, 2 eyes with the same problem. i hope it won't swell tomorrow morning. reminded him to put on the cream & eye drops that the doctor has given him. hopefully everything will be fine tomorrow. contact me ya bro for any update. most importantly, you have to think positive. =)

next. forth update. baby.

my baby is also caught with illness. but not as major like jh thru. he is on mc for 2 days (yesterday & today). went to the clinic & he actually have flu & fever. i pray for your speedy recovery sayang. don't forget to eat your medication at the correct timing k? and ur meals as well shouldn't be forgotten. take care baby.

followed by the fifth update. driving.

congratulations to my sister coz she managed to pass her final theory test yesterday. well done. she said that she didn't studied for it but yet manage to pass. hmm, it's a good news isn't it. she gonna concentrate on her exams now then will proceed with her practical lesson. die. after this, once she pass, the car will be competitive with the 3 of us. haha. just kidding. good that she pass both her theory test for only once. unlike me, i have to take that twice. haha.

and not forgetting. fidah will be having her practical test around 3pm later. good luck darling. don't be too nervous k? just imagine that the one instructing you is your bf or me. ahakz. whatever it is, think of safety ya. all the best. update me your results k?

last update. my update. handphone
.

i'm desire of e71. oh no. i just found out that i'm eligible for 12 mths upgrade. in which i decided on that phone which actually caught my attention. and i fall in love with the hp. so, i'm looking for promotion here & there. plus, i wanna change my contract to youth plan instead. getting the unlimited sms instead. and if i could manage to get good offer for that hp, why not. unless anyone out there wanna sponsor me. haha.

oukayelah. time to doze off already. my eyes is shutting down any sooner.

signing off......

Manchester United All The Way

2009-01-12T01:59:00.003+08:00

it's almost 2 in the morning. and for a lady like me, who loves to watch soccer as well, that's exactly why she is still awake at this kind of hour.

nevertheless, today hardcore match between manchester united & chelsea is a deserve to win match when manchester keep on having their attacking skills. perfect. wonderful effort by all the team members.

it's a must-watch match for me coz both teams were absolutely good. but of course, being a manchester's fan from the beginning i learn to watch soccer during my secondary school days, i will always support manchester united for sure.

this match just remind me last year in september, when i went out to watch the championship league at hawa restaurant. yup, just to watch the match. same. man utd vs. chelsea. i spend my wee hours at the coffeeshops with my friends till almost 6 in the morning. it deserve my eye-opening throughout the night coz afterall, manchester united still won.

and same goes to this match.

manchester united really crash chelsea all the way.

H-H with score of 3-0.

vidic scored during in the 1st half of the match (45-min). and that's lead to manchester 1, chelsea no.

in the 63-min, rooney scored for manchester and till brings manchester to 2-0.

last but not least, berbatov scored goal, leading manchester to 3-0 at 87-min.

congratulations manchester. you deserve my applause!

Asking About Marriage

2009-01-07T22:00:00.007+08:00

people keep asking me about one thing: marriage.

surprisingly?

ahakz. i myself have no answer to that.

his side has no idea about me, my existence in his life. means they don't even know that i'm his baby. and sometimes i do wonder & keep asking to myself, "will his family accept me?", "will i be able to get along with his family especially his mum?".

people always say that mother & daughter-in-law usually can't click with each other. but i know there must be a reason why it happen. hmm. i dunno. to me, as long as you take care their feelings, you show your concern towards them & not forgetting showering your love to them, i don't think there is a problem with getting along with them. and indeed most importantly, respect them just as equally like your own parents. and because of all these that is being nurtured in me, including past experiences, i willing to say this (i dare to say this), "i don't mind staying with my mum-in-law". coz afterall, his mum gonna be my mum as well.

sigh. why i keep on thinking about marriage huh? and at the same time people keep asking about this.

and even, i ever dreamt about his side masuk meminang me. there must be a reason behind all those dreams. there's too much dreams about me, me & him and even me, him & his mum.

fidah just sms me yesterday saying, "but the best thing is you'll be first in the line & i get to eat your nasi minyak.. yayness! hahakz! bila he wanna meminang you?".

abg khalid also keep on teasing me with my baby. he also keep on asking me the same questions, "so, bila nak kahwin? tak agus tau tunggu lama-lama".

and he also mentioned about my ring that i'm always wearing. then will asked my baby where is his ring. and baby replied, "dier tk kasi cincin. dier kasi gelang".

few days back when we went to mcdonald, his fren saw us together and he sms my baby, "bila langsung?". you know what it means ryte? ahakz.

soal jodoh nie susah nk cakap.

insya-allah. alau ada jodoh tkkn ke mana.

and for sure wedding invitation will be send over to all of you.

oukaye-oukaye. enough. i have been talking about marriage since yesterday.

signing off for now. c ya soon for the next entry. =)

Tercipta Untukmu

2009-01-06T22:09:00.002+08:00

mawi - tercipta untukmu

kasih demi cinta kau datang bertemukanku

kasih tiap masa engkau pulang ku merinduimu

dan kasih adalah bintang timur

kan bersinar walau dalam kabus

kau terangi cengan cahaya tulus

jiwaku luluh

kasih lama mana kau bisa menungguku

atau engkau memang telah diciptakan untukku

selama raga ini bernafas

selama itulah kau milikku

cinta kita adalah sebuah pertemuan

menerjah

ku rentas sebuah taman

kernaku asyik

jiwaku takkan ku calarkan lagi

demi kau kekasihku

kernamu kasih, kunobatkan cinta

kuisytiharkan, kaulah yang ku cinta

genggam tanganku, jangan kau lepaskan

tembusi tembok itu, di sana kan bersatu

kita... selama-lamanya..

cintamu adalah nadiku

kekal dan terus bernyawa

mawi sang this song, dedicating this song to his wife, ekin during the wedding ceremony 2 weeks ago. isn't that lovely? isn't that romantic. even the best part is that this song was created by him, himself, just for his lovely wife.

my eyes were concentrated on those words in the lyrics. lyrics were the meaning to the song. and the lyrics are words that will make you remember the song even if one day the rythm runs away.

and it reminds me of one particular thing.

the moment when baby said this to me once before, "that song reminds me of you". i'm so touched. my heart is crying. crying of happiness.

"that song" is not the same as what mawi have sang to his wife. that song is actually referring to "tercipta untukku" by ungu. so now, you should know why i put that song in my blog, isn't it? and the lyrics i placed it right at the blog under "rewind" as well. only god know how much that song means a lot to me.

and when the moment we called each other, that song will be tuning in through our mobiles. =)

in a relationship, it may not be perfect all the times. sometimes, the moment we expect things out of it, it doesn't happen and vice versa. like saying goes, expect the unexpected. and no matter how bad situations occur in a relationship, as a couple, we have to be strong enough to overcome all those obstacles. we have to be true with each other to ensure that everything will still goes on well. we have to fixed the mistakes and not destroy it when a lil crack has occur.

being with my baby has really taught me a lot in the meaning of love. the meaning of strong. the meaning of wiser. and i really thank him for that. certain things may be out of our way, but he is and will always be in my heart always and forever. insya-allah. when i looked at him, i know one thing for sure, he is a good husband. he can lead me and also our kids in the future. and insya-allah if god gives me the chance, i wanna be with him, spending the rest of my life with him, the one who i loves deeply.

oh no! i'm talking way too much about future. and i'm taking about getting married with him. oukaye then, stop it. when the time comes, you will syaf. for now, just continue to be happy with him & not forgetting your wonderful darlings.

of course, in my life nothing else matters except for my baby & my darlings. they are just like my backbone in my life. they taught me the meaning of everything - what's life is all about. they're always there to support in every single thing that i do. they're always there to encourage whenever situation i faced in. they're always there to shower me with love and the moment they responds me back with "i love you too" really means a lot to me. they're always there to be right by my side even at wee hours when i really need them. thanks baby. thanks darlings. we are the greatest lover, greatest darlings i ever had. and never a moment in my life that i regret having you as part of me.

*muacks*

Happy New Year 2009

2009-01-04T21:55:00.017+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009..!!!

wishing all my blog readers, happy new year 2009.

wow! time really fly by very very fast. i could remember what i did last year 2008 new year. and without realizing the time, it's already a new year ahead. new resolution. and this also means getting a year older. haha.

so, what did you do during the new year? me? hmmm. i really enjoyed myself this new year. went out with my baby & my darlings. for the very 1st time, we all gather during the new year eve, went out & have fun together.

met each other around evening. i picked up sheila & jiha at woodlands. proceed to pick up my baby right after that. all the way to marina square after that. met jun han & dada there. dada? who's dada? it's jun han's girlfriend. ahakz. just kidding. she is his ite classmates. we had dinner at the marina food loft. and played bowling again there. just one game this time around.

and guess what? right at the moment our game end, it's new year!!!

we dashed to the nearest exit and once we reached the exit, the fireworks began.

"happy new year baby", i said.

"u too baby. happy new year", replied my baby.

what makes me happy this new year is because i celebrate new year together with my dearest loved ones - my baby, my darlings. happy new year to all of you.

message for my baby:

happy new year sayang. may this year of 2009 brings in more happiness & great moments in your life. hopefully everything gets better for both of us and for our relationship too. and may our daily life filled with the fullest. just one thing that i wanna you to know that my love for you will continue to grow stronger & stronger each & every single day. *muacks*

message for my darlings:

thanks for the fun & laughter that you have given to me all these while. 2008 really brings us with full of ups & downs. and hopefully this new year will gets even better. with more laughter. more jokes. more fun. more excitement. more events together. more outings together. happy new year to all of you. i never regret having such friends like all of you. *wink*

last but not least, before we went to our separate ways, we managed to took a group photo. memories. one picture. complete.

from left: jun han (squating down), dada (in yellow), jiha (in grey), sheila (in pink), endy (behind sheila), me (in red) and my baby (in black).

thanks for the memories baby. thanks for the memories too darlings.

below are the scores for the bowling event. check this out.

endy - 89

sheila - 108

jun han - 55

dada -65

baby - 114
me - 90
jiha - 79

compared the scores now with the one we had the last time around. baby is improving. same goes to jiha & sheila. hahaha. down goes for me & endy.

this time round, i didn't played that well. didn't manage to get the right ball. kinda heavy for me. haha. but it's oukaye. practice makes perfect. just like baby. more practice & now, he's becoming pro already huh? hahaha. sheila & jiha as well. good buddy. keep it up.

instead, we bully jun han everytime he threw the ball. but it's oukaye nightmare. we will have the next event together again. and make sure you tag along. dada, you are welcome as well. =)

proceed back home then.

but before baby left the car, i gave him a surprise.

and actually, i gave him a table calendar. a personalised table calendar. i did it with the help of a calendar software. once done, i sent it to print & bind it.

baby, i hope you like it. =)

cover page.

specially for abu hanafiah.
copyright of sri syafiqah's production.

january 2009.

"if they asked me what's my life is all about, i'll simply say it's about loving you."

february 2009.

"infantile love follows the principle: i love because i am loved.
mature love follows the principle: i am loved because i love.
immature love says: i love you because i need you.
mature love says: i need you because i love you."

march 2009.

"to love is nothing.
to be loved is something.
to be loved by the one you loved is everything."

april 2009.

"when we feel love & kindness toward others, it not only makes others feel loved & cared for, but it helps us also to develop inner happiness & peace."

may 2009.

"my bounty is as boundless as the seam
my love as deep; the more i give to thee,
the more i have for both are infinite."

june 2009.

"i love you not only for what you are but for what i am when i am with you."

july 2009.

"if i could write a letter using the sky as my paper,
the ocean for my ink & the stars as my words,
it would still not be enough to describe how much i love you,
& how wonderful you make me feel when i am with you."

p/s: this picture was taken when i was leaving the company. 26 july 2008.

august 2009.

"even if the sun refuses to shine, even if we live till different times, even if the ocean left the sea, there will still be you & me."

september 2009.

"missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will."

october 2009.

"when i miss you i don't have to go far. i just have to look inside my heart because that's where i'll find you."

p/s: this picture was taken during my birthday, 21 october 2008.

november 2009.

"missing you is my hobby.
caring for you is my job.
making you happy is my duty.
and loving you is my life."

p/s: this picture was taken at k-box in november 08.

december 2009.

"true love is like a spider & its web;
no matter how many times the web is destroyed,
or how hard it may seem to rebuild it,
and when it seems as if all hope is lost,
the spider will work hard to the restore the broken pieces."

p/s: this picture was taken at marina bowl on 31 december 2008.

i just realised that there's a error to it. i'm sorry for the mistake. but afterall, i hope baby likes it.

and he actually place this calendar on his work desk in the office. and the colleagues talked about it. haha.

it's a token of appreciatation of your love towards me. i love you sayang. muacks!

22nd Anniversary

2008-12-30T23:02:00.007+08:00

25 december 2008

if my late grandma was still around & alive, today is her special day. her birthday. and every year, we will celebrate her birthday together. even if it's only a mini celebration between a grandma & her grandchild.

but, no longer now.

baby told me. sedekahkan al-fatehah. of course baby. every single day i would remember her. indeed every single moment when my heart beat. she is my mother. she is my father. she is my grandmother. and she is my fren. may her soul rest in peace.

nevertheless, life has to move on.

on this day as well, my cousins from KL came over. tour them around singapore. had dinner outside. lunch outside. and have lots of fun with them around. sunyi lak umah nie bila drg da balik.

27 december 2008

happy anniversary to my parents. 22nd anniversary. semoga pernikahan ibu & ayah berkekalan.

ibu & ayah together.

ibu & ayah.

brownie.

seems fimilar? i ordered this brownie from endy's brownies company. haha. more information log on to http://www.cravingforbrownies.com.

i bet you that his brownies are the best. comes with different types of ingredients. the above that i've ordered is chewy fudge brownie. yummy!

thanks endy for satisfaction taste of the brownies.. =)

30 december 2008
i have been working continuously since last friday. full day shift. sigh. very tiring. not my body. but my legs. mcm screw da loose. haha. need somebody to massage my legs. confirm heaven. haha.

and tml, i can't wait for another outing. me, my baby & my darlings are meeting up to have dinner together and celebrate new year together. yippy! gonna be the first time that all of us meet up ever since graduation. usually either one of us will be missing for personal reasons.

but yet, will update you further upon the event.

and tml as well, my family & the extended ones have booked a chalet for my cousins, dehya. he is leaving s'pore soon to further his studies in f&n. good luck cousin. may you succeed. don't have to worry. just 2 years. won't be long.

oritey then. i wanna take my rest. sleep. dream about my baby. long time i didn't meet him up. miss him so much. only god knows how much i miss him. hope to meet you tml sayang. muacks!

nyte.

Sentosa Trip

2008-12-25T17:57:00.025+08:00

i owe you another entry about my last sunday event.

well, last saturday i had so much fun at east coast park with my baby & darlings to celebrate endy's birthday. on the other hand, on last sunday, i spent my time with my baby, darling sheila & endy together with the ex-colleagues from hktc.

we bought the skyride & luge tickets few months back when both me & sheila apply for the passion card. during that period of time, if we apply the card, we can get the ticket at $11 instead of $18. so finally, we manage to meet up and proceed with our plan.

i still have so much fun. but yet can't compared with my saturday's event. haha. i don't wanna tell you why. but my darlings know why through. anyway, i don't wanna talk about that. i will continue my entry then.

since i was driving, i was suppose to pick sheila followed by my baby at 9.30am on that day to go for the golf warehouse sale. but since mike was alone to buy the birthday cake, baby accompanied him instead. so, the plan of going to the warehouse sale was cancelled. instead, we met up slightly earlier at seah im food centre at harbour front interchange.

birthday cake? yup. we wanted to celebrate humin's 20th birthday as well. it was suppose to be on 17th dec but we bring forward to that sunday.

waited for the rest to arrive at vivo so that me & mike could pick them up. only me & mike were driving on that day. so, just nice - 5 per car. in my car were me, my baby, sheila, endy & skye. the rest were in mike's car then.

once they've arrived, we went back to the carpark. the guys were concentrating on pumping the balls. ahakz. both rugby & volleyball were flated. and we even manage took pictures. =)

sheila & me - posing in front of the car

see how much fun the guys had while pumping the ball. "yeah, baby. more. more". hahaha.

we went into sentosa then. proceed to siloso beach coz there's where the skyride & luge were located the nearest. find a spot. and we had took so much pictures. especially the four of us - me, my baby, sheila & endy.

this is the birthday cake we bought for huimin.

happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to huimin.
happy birthday to you.

HUIMIN.

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!!

hope that all your wishes come true. and may your relationship with jiahui will last long till the end of time. =)

huimin & jiahui with the birthday cake.

she was surprised with the existence of the birthday cake actually. it was meant to be a surprised. and glad, everything when on smoothly.

all of us singing for her.

both of them cutting the cake together.

huimin cutting the cake.

jiahui helped to cut the cake and distribute to the rest of the colleagues.

sitting down and we're happy for her.

cailing & skye.

skye. cailing. charmaine. sheila.

cailing. charmaine. endy.

mike posing like a gay. i think you are a gay. haha.

jiahui seems so happy.

we took couple pictures. as memories. memories that we stick in our mind always and forever. *muacks*

nice pose of huimin & jiahui.

huimin & jiahui by the beach.

candid picture.

taking a stroll by the beach.

if we took huimin & jiahui pictures together, me & sheila wanna have the same thing too. so, we took pictures. couples by couples. alone by alone. and of course, one picture consists of the four of us. love it.

me & baby. sheila & endy.

let me start off with me & my baby pictures.

hugging.

us by the bridge of siloso beach.

together.

muacks.

on the rock stated "our marriage day is on 09.09.06".

but baby, can we have it on 20th aug instead. the precious day about you & me. *wink*

so sweet.

and now, it's sheila & endy pictures.

them by the bridge.

loving together.

so touching.

so romantic.

hugging.

carry me honey.

nice pose by the rocks.

muacks. wedding day: 11 july 2009. =)

lovely.

candid of them.

enough of the couples. now, it's time for both me & sheila taking pictures together.

me & sheila by the beach.

me & sheila & siloso beach.

we took this ourselves. that's why not that nice. haha. but the ladies in the pictures are still very pretty. hahaha. so, pictures still look pretty. hahaha.

on top of the rock.

by the bridge.

and the guys too took a picture together.

endy & baby - no diving sign.

baby. me. endy - by the bridge.

and we took pictures of ourselves alone.

me on the rock.

baby with the hibisicus.

baby leaning against the rock.

baby with the leaves.

baby looking far. found your dreams? =)

endy looking far too.

drinking.

we took some pictures too while going back to the shelter.

endy. baby. me.

i just realised that our walking positions were the same. left. right. left. right. haha.

the back view.

candid of us.

walking along the bridge.

hand in hand.

and once we're done with the games, cutting cake, taking pictures, we went to our destination. skyride & luge. 2 rides each. and we had so much fun. =)

the skyride.

mike. charmaine. cailing. skye.

jiahui & huimin.

both were ahead of us. we were the last.

we took the same skyride. 4 of us together.

sheila & endy at the skyride.

baby & me at the skyride.

it goes up the hill with the skyride. and down with the luge.

endy & sheila - luge.

me & baby - luge.

endy bought this picture which was taken by the organizations.

same goes to huimin & jiahui.

selling at $10 for each picture.

and before we went back home, separate ways, we took pictures at songs of the sea sign. haha. know what? as if we go to that place. haha.

sheila & endy.

huimin & jiahui.

me & baby.

all of the couple at different position taken. hehe.

and last but not least. a group picture together.

well, it is such a memorable event for sure. and i believe there's more to come.

and maybe my, my baby & my darlings could organize another outing. and this time around again at sentosa. have fun. swimming. and i'm sure we will have so much fun with the five of us together. and if jun han could make it, six of us together. =)

Exam Results

2008-12-23T12:33:00.006+08:00

exams over!

and now, it's the release of examination results..

all i can say is that "oukaye".

i know this time around i can't expect too much despite i've try very hard. i'm competing with the rest of the students. and for godness sake, the rest means those top students from JCs too. i really hate being competitive in studies of course. but being in this school, i just don't know why those students just seems to be so competitive with each other. don't even spare 5 mins to explain to you. and some of the lecturers too, they don't bother if you don't understand. but some, were good. seriously. lucky to those good lecturers.

well, i woke up in the morning. check out my results online. and below is my results. i'm not too excited, not yet devasted with the results. but overall, i'm happy coz i manage to get mostly the grade that i want for. except for 1 maths module - statistics.

i complained to much about the exam paper on statistics. and even from the beginning i hate maths. and i just don't know why. i just can understand those formulas which i think we seldom used in our daily lifes. whatever it is. it's over. i managed to pass at least and i'm grateful to that.

check this out.

basic english = B-

nature & society = C+

malays: traditions, conflicts & change = B-

urban planning = B

making sense of society = B+

introduction to statistics = D+

among all my modules, i'm very satisfied with english, malay, urban planning & soci modules. afterall, those were the modules that i never had problem with. unlike the other 2 modules. but hey, for this sem, my total cap is 2.9 out of 5.0. it's basically a normal pass.

new revolution for 2009.

there's room for improvement for the next semester. i just gonna continue to work hard and improve on my weaknesses areas. and i will never gonna give up. gonna give my very best to do better in the future.

and for these results, i wanna thanks few people who really motivate me in my studies.

(1) baby

thanks baby for all your motivation & supportive-ness all along with my studies. and you have been there to listen to all my "complains" in those modules that i took last semester. you patiently listen to them and guide me through, making me to look into the brighter side of life. you support me with your ideas whenever i need help in my projects and assignments. you also keep on putting words of wisdoms whenever i hate those "things" that happened in school and in my studies. thanks sayang for becoming my backbone of my life.

(2) sheila

thanks sayang. you too help me a lot with your motivation & support in my studies. although you didn't know what the hell i'm learning in school, you still listen to all those explaination about my co-corriculum. you know what paper i took, what time and which date during my examination period. and you have been there continuously giving me the courage to continue giving my very best in studies. thanks darling for all those.

(3) jiha

and i'm still waiting. hopefully we could be in the same school again next year. do apply oukaye? and i hope that this time around, you will manage to enter into the school. we gonna study together. have lunch together. everything together just like in those poly days. you keep on wishing me lucks for my exams and i really appreciate that. thanks darling for all your motivation as well.

(4) cik shazli

the most importantly, indeed the most deserved thank you from me. my uncle. he help me a lot since in poly days. he never fails to help me whenever i need his ideas, helps in studies. he is always there to show me his concern over my studies. and he know what is the best in me. despite the busy-ness on his tight own schedule, he still willing to help me. from projects to assignments to exams to motivation as well. thanks for everything cik li.

*hugs*

thanks for all these motivation thingy and i really appreciate that. next semester. work harder. continue to be better. =)